Should I Leave Her For Myself?

Hello, I have a girlfriend for almost a year. Everything is fine between us. The problem is in me. I have been looking for a job for half a year now, but without success. I started in one place, but after a few months they decided to release me and I am in the same situation again. I am actively looking for positions for which I am qualified, I go to interviews and everything is supposed to be correct, but in the end they hire someone else, several times I understand that it is about their person. At this point, I'm desperate, no matter how hard I try. After this problem affects me so much, I feel that it begins to affect my relationship. It's not a financial problem, for now, I have enough savings to look for a long time, but rather psychologically. I want to be alone more and more often, I don't care at all at the moment after I see how all my goals for the future are postponed for months because I don't have a steady income. I don't know if he will go to work in another city or abroad tomorrow, and my girlfriend doesn't know. Obviously then I will leave her, and I am sure that this insecurity in our relationship and she feels. If it matters, I live in a big city, but the job search is a complete tragedy for at least half a year, there is no prospect of improving. We need connections that I don't have. In short, I'm thinking of ending this relationship and not dragging a person I'm holding on to into the path of my depression caused by my personal failure. At least to walk alone this time, as I did before. that this insecurity in our relationship and she feels. If it matters, I live in a big city, but the job search is a complete tragedy for at least half a year, there is no prospect of improving. We need connections that I don't have. In short, I'm thinking of ending this relationship and not dragging a person I'm holding on to into the path of my depression caused by my personal failure. At least to walk alone this time, as I did before. that this insecurity in our relationship and she feels. If it matters, I live in a big city, but the job search is a complete tragedy for at least half a year, there is no prospect of improving. We need connections that I don't have. In short, I'm thinking of ending this relationship and not dragging a person I'm holding on to into the path of my depression caused by my personal failure. At least to walk alone this time, as I did before.