Hello. I am a 22-year-old girl and I have been working for a company for a year. From the very beginning, I was the black sheep simply because I am the youngest and I look good, innocent and defenseless. I also made mistakes, like any new worker. My colleagues began to treat me with contempt, even rudeness, and I did not retaliate because I did not want to deepen things. I pretended to be unaffected and that there was no problem, but in fact I was crying in the toilets. That was my main mistake. One of them began to invent my actions and words and spread them among my colleagues. Of course, I denied these things because they were not true, but no one believed me, because this colleague was before me in this job, and she is in a higher position than mine. In fact, he doesn't like me and intrigues me to get kicked out. Her attempts never stopped, but a year later I'm still in the company. However, things got rough. More and more things began to be copied to my address by most of my colleagues in my field. I had already tightened up a lot and became more responsible and dedicated to my work. I dare say that I work properly, I am strict in my duties. And yet, of course, it happens that I make small mistakes, even rarely. But when they get used to you not getting up, they obviously don't even want to see you get better. I try to prove myself to them every day, but they don't see it because they are busy seeing only my mistakes. And when someone else messes up something they just laugh and no problem. And I am the only one who follows all the set rules. My colleagues do not follow them, as if they are just for me. And yet I am afraid and I stick. But just whatever I do for them will always be insufficient, they will never see my diligence. And in my personal life I am not like that, on the contrary - I oppose, I am brave, vital. And the moment I cross the threshold of work, all self-confidence evaporates from me, I feel crushed and unnecessary. Since I know that the prevailing advice will be to change the company - I can not (personal reasons). I will be grateful to anyone who took the time to tell my story. :) who took his time for my story. :) who took his time for my story. :)
1 bassmaboussel answered
Why are you still standing there? Are the jobs over? What you do is not heroism