I am 44 years old and I live with the clear awareness that I am wasting the time I have left in a meaningless effort to find a satisfying way of life that does not leave bitterness in my mind that I am not doing what I need to do. And what should he do Otherwise, everything should be fine for me: health, family, child, career, etc. But it would not. Well, it's not a psychiatric diagnosis / that's part of my job /. And what are we doing now? I give brains to people and I'm worse than them / oh I hope they don't understand /. I don't want help, but I just have to get free somewhere and accidentally come here. I wish I hadn't bothered you?
1 woodeee777 answered
I think this is perfectly normal for the society in which we live. We are crowded with other people's desires. The hardest thing is to understand what you really want. You know what you want?