Hello, I'm not looking for regret or help - I keep it simple - I feel hellish anger and malice towards ALL OF BULGARIA - I hate my country, I hate my homeland !!! I had the opportunity to work abroad, I returned to BG earlier than I had to, because there is no "good" from abroad - I wanted to start working here in Plovdiv, I wanted to develop and now my favorite country is trying to destroy me. nothing else is achieved. I've been out of a job for three months - a third month - in the interviews they literally make fun of you - they ask questions that they don't get into, such as: "How do you make a living after not working where I got my money from" - and that question it is asked by a rather large company in the Peninsula ... And a bunch of other things super annoying ... with symbolic patches of BGN 320 - I don't know if this is normal Even in jobs. bg one day there was an ad for a job as an intern for 1 euro per month ?! Tell me, dear people, which normal person will work for such salaries, a waitress at the moment in the Peninsula takes more money from an office worker - where are we going - out of anger and rage I can't help myself. And the freshest clothes I came home from "work" - I went for two days to be told that it was a test and that I have to wait for two more candidates to go on a trial to see how they do - I'm almost convinced that this is not true and that they have their own man who will put ... Well, dear people, tell me how a woman in a flat with super expenses, especially in the winter, can do it - having to pay for heating for the fucking pipes, that they pass through the rooms at least BGN 60 per month ?! To live in a room with other people, I'm not a Rockefeller little daughter to afford luxury - I live in an old apartment, at the lowest possible price with as affordable roommates as possible, who are not particularly preferred - I have no choice but to. Do you know what I envy young people who end their suffering - these are very strong people - if they have a weak psyche - they also have enough strength in them to take their own lives - and no matter that I do not approve of it - they are strong people for me - yes it's an escape from a problem and it's nonsense, but sometimes believe me I like everything and everyone. Everyone wants a lot, but what does he give - there are so many unhappy employers that I just don't know how wisely they do the interviews, they have to ask someone to come and work for them 6 days a week for less than BGN 250 - what a mockery . When I go to the store, I leave crazy money for nothing - and I definitely don't eat caviar and blue cheese. Gram I'm not well on the verge of a nervous breakdown I'm - just nonsense to listen - I'm tired of coming to give of my resources and potential of this country and in return a strong slap in the face - the result inflation quickly eats away at the money earned from abroad and they were not a lot of only 2000 BGN for 6 months of hard work - there are people here who make them a day and I was shaking in the ammonia for them ... There will always be always there and always money with money will go, for support from friends I will not hear I'm old enough to know that no one has friends - everyone knows a lot when they find a job, that until that day they were like me - there are few real friends and this is the family, Unfortunately, our mothers rob us of the whole parsa, just as mine robbed her. So what do I do - I can't explode - I don't have a gun - I don't have a job - I don't have anything and I don't have money, was that it? Are we fighting for that - to end like that - Without anything ?!
1 wannabnaked35 answered
I agree with you, but you say that you despaired of your homeland, and I ask why you didn't stay abroad if you don't like it here? It is so everywhere and it will always be so, unfortunately.