Women, Help With Advice

Briefly about myself- M, 45, married, with two children. In recent years we have become very alienated, we do not understand each other, we live as roommates. So far, this self-sacrifice did not bother me, but I began to develop feelings for a girl much younger than me. I have known her for 5 years. My work connects us. I am neither a colleague nor a boss. I am her doctor. For so many years I had never allowed such a thing. It literally kills me. She is much younger than me, married and has a small child. It all started when she started coming to me for check-ups, she went through a lot of nasty things and I admired her strength and will. Even then I noticed that she was different, but I never had any intentions for her, at least only for sex. . She fascinated me not only with her beauty, but with her thinking, intellect, she is very good, shy, modest. Women like her are rare nowadays. In her presence I have always been awkward, insecure, I avoided looking her in the eye and apparently these are the things that betrayed me, because once she invited me out, I just don't know how she offered it, she is so shy and embarrassing. however, despite my great desire, I postponed and never dared to call her .. 1 year has passed since then and she, of course, as a doctor did not look for me anymore.

I thought I would forget her, but I couldn't get it out of my head. Until one day we collided in front of her house. I stopped, shared that she had health problems again and started coming to me again. And I started to respond again, to comply with her, but she is even more withdrawn, different, she doesn't look me in the eyes, she is sad, somehow hurt. She doesn't smile at me, I know I disappointed her, but how can I fix things. ? I see her almost every day, on my way to work, I deliberately walk past them to see her, but I can't talk to her on the street. There are people everywhere, colleagues and if rumors start, my life will be sad. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. on the way to work, I deliberately walk past them to see her, but I can't talk to her on the street. There are people everywhere, colleagues and if rumors start, my life will be sad.

I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. on the way to work, I deliberately walk past them to see her, but I can't talk to her on the street. There are people everywhere, colleagues and if rumors start, my life will be sad. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings.

Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. but I can't talk to her on the street. There are people everywhere, colleagues and if rumors start, my life will be sad. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. but I can't talk to her on the street. There are people everywhere, colleagues and if rumors start, my life will be sad. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting.

Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings.

Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. I feel like I'm constantly thinking about her and how bad I did, and she didn't deserve it. I want to get revenge on her, but I don't know how. The truth is, I'm afraid he'll reject me. Although I feel that she still has feelings for me, judging by the look, the gifts she seems to have chosen especially for me, and she just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. who seems to have chosen especially for me, and just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with those feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting.

Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward. who seems to have chosen especially for me, and just shudders when she sees me. I need to see her and go crazy about how weak I am in front of her and how I can't deal with these feelings. Advise me how to approach without scaring her, how to show her that I want to get to know her and see her in a different setting. Do you think I have a chance. Or he already thinks of me as an absolute coward.