Women - A Sure Way To Sink Into The Swamp Of The Abyss!

The Story

A 22-year-old boy who has no social life, because of the silent and irreparable introversion in himself, physically weak and due to some other factors, this makes me complex. So lately I'm experiencing a hell of a lot of pain, and I'm asking myself thousands of questions about girls (women) and what they really want, I've always been wonderful with them, I didn't accept them as toys but I respected their wishes, I understood them, I can say that I really am a boy who adores ladies, and this will continue to be so as long as I live. Well, but the women themselves are very unfair to me, and I am increasingly convinced that women are such complex and confused creatures that hardly anyone could understand them, maybe they themselves do not know what they want and could not understand each other. As I mentioned at the beginning, I'm an anti-social type and very shy and closed in on myself, and I haven't had many boyfriends, I've had exactly 2 real relationships so far, which have failed completely because of the frivolity of these two girls. I really suffered a lot because of both girls, and for a long time I was in something like depression and I was literally destroying myself.

For two years now, maybe more (because all living things have betrayed and turned my back on me) and I lived like a complete hermit, I rarely go out just because I got used to it, and I got bored of the environment around me and everything in general. the computer, and lately I've been writing mostly with girls, and in some of them I don't know how I fell in love, I felt very attracted and the thought of them started to support me and give me some hope to move forward. Okay, but the girl I love right now, tells me that I'm a real boy, that I'm very nice, etc., but at the same time tells me that she has a boyfriend, and even two days ago told me that she slept with him, and with her confession, I naturally collapsed because I'm like a glass sculpture, you push me lightly and I'm already broken, and when she told me that I tried not to show my pain in front of her, but inside my soul cried at that moment, and for the second day I'm not to myself, and I wonder why these women are like that?

I have heard from many people that a man's heart has room for only one woman, but in a woman's heart there is always room for more than one man ... is that really so? !! Recently, an acquaintance broke up with her boyfriend because she cut him off, but he still claims that he loves her more than his life, and she herself told him that she loves him but should not be with him. In your opinion, isn't this a complete paradox, to love someone but to say that you shouldn't be with him. The other moment she tells him that she doesn't care about him at all, but her face shows that this is not the case, and that she suffers internally ... Why are these women doing this? why don't they just be themselves and give free rein to their feelings, but deceive themselves and play us so mercilessly? .. and why, when a girl has a boyfriend, should she give hope to another boy and at the same time sleep with the boyfriend in question? .. don't they realize how much it hurts what they cause us? !! The other thing that impressed me is that I notice en masse how the girls go with some idiots who just use them and hurt them, use violence against them, and yet they still stand by these bullies and even claim to love them. isn't that a complete absurdity? to claim to love your abuser, and to repel nice guys who would treat you well and do anything to make you happy. I have the feeling that it is as if the girls themselves love pain, and somehow do not look for the good in men is cruelty and violence ..

in general I do not know what to say, these are women I just have no words .. give you hope and at some point no longer you have to, they tell you things in your face that make your heart burn and they don't even care what's wrong with you, they don't even think that you can do some trouble for them, and many young boys have taken their own lives because of girls, and in the end we are the losers, and these frivolous and depraved girls continue to live their lives while young boys rot in the ground because of this terrible pain of love they could not bear. I really want a girl who I know is only mine to do so that I have full confidence in her and justify that trust, to be serious above all, and I'm starting to wonder if there are such girls at all, or all women are such confused beings who could not make a man happy?

Every woman says "I'm not like that, I'm different" but how can a man believe her? After only a moment you understand that she is the sweet one who managed to blur your eyes and you understand that you are again deceived and broken .. I no longer know whether to believe in the name of a woman .. I do not know if there is such a different and safe which will give me what I need and make my life more beautiful. I think it's more likely to be alone for the rest of my life, or to find a woman who I will share with 5 more men ... which I would definitely not tolerate .. Why are you doing it, dear ladies? I ask again, what do you really want? and what does a man have to be for you to take him seriously and really be faithful to him? !! ..

Last Updated
August 29, 2020
Author:
golfpichaya

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