Without A Boyfriend So Far - Shame Or Pride?

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Hi, I'm a 15 year old girl. All my life, even in kindergarten, I have not had a boyfriend. I feel weird because I know children 1-2 years younger who have experience in this field. Many of my friends didn't have any either, but they went out on dates with different guys. They write to them and can talk for an eternity. I just sit on the sidelines and watch, but I don't feel any envy, just indifference. Sometimes they tell me, "Look how strong and cute he is," and I just agree with them. Maybe I don't feel ready to be in a relationship. They don't attract me older than me, maybe only mine or 1-2 years older than me. At the same time, I'm very ashamed when someone asks me who you've been with so far, and I just say it doesn't matter and I avoid the topic because I'm afraid they'll laugh at me, that I haven't been with anyone before. I've liked boys before, but most of the time I haven't recognized them. Even now I like a boy in my class, but I wouldn't admit it to him because I don't think he likes me. I don't know if I mentioned that I still don't have my first kiss and I don't know how I'm going to handle it. Would you tell me if I look like a traffic jam or is it something else? Ps .: please do not hate and I will be grateful to comment. Please let the authors upload my story. no hate and I would be grateful to comment. Please let the authors upload my story. no hate and I would be grateful to comment. Please let the authors upload my story.

Last Updated
August 15, 2020
Author:
touchofluxure

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