Kaloyan climbed high in the mountains and walked down a grassy path. It wasn't long before he found what he was looking for - a deserted meadow. After making sure there were no other people nearby, he knelt down and began communicating with some of his higher powers. He had nothing left because he was not a devout Christian and did not have the habit of going to church. "Please help me, do something!" I just can't take it anymore. My life has been a nightmare since I fell in love with her. Her name is Theodora and she is 28 years old, two years older than me. She's my neighbor. The first time I saw her, the day she moved in, I knew she was the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Until then, I did not believe that there was love at first sight. It's amazing… unearthly straight. I could watch it for hours if given the chance. I adore every part of her body - from the tips of her lashes to the beautiful pink ovals on her heels. Sometimes I try to convince myself that she's not really as beautiful as I think she is. Maybe because he rejected me. At first he liked to chat, but when he found out that I was up to his ears, he started to keep cool and avoid me. Then she became arrogant. Yesterday I offered her to go out, and she replied that she saw no point in wasting time with people like me. I tend to understand her. She works in a bank, earns a lot of money, goes on trips abroad every week, fat guys constantly take her to expensive restaurants, and I, with my salary of BGN 500, probably consider me worthless. She's class, and I'm nothing. I know I have to try to forget her. Maybe I should move to live somewhere else. But I keep thinking that there is some hope. She smiled at me when she saw me. At least in the beginning. Kaloyan wiped his sweaty forehead with his sleeve, took a deep breath, and continued, "Please do something!" Make Teddy pay attention to me. Make sure those fat guys stop hanging out with her and she calms down a bit and stops changing boyfriends like handkerchiefs. I long to dedicate my life to her. Oh, if only she could need me in some way. So that he could become meaningful to her, that we could spend more time together. Then the berry of sympathy will blossom in love… because I'm sure she likes me… at least a little. But this self-confidence of hers, this inflated self-confidence, they kill everything. Without them, things could happen… Oh! But she's so active, constantly on the move, she wants to squeeze everything out of life… I wish she could stop and notice how much I love her. Maybe then… Kaloyan sighed and got to his feet, then walked home with his head bowed. *** Kaloyan was confused and worried, he couldn't go out anywhere, he started drinking too much - he got drunk alone at home. He hadn't seen Theodora in over a month. She seemed to have evaporated. She did not pick up the phone, her landlady knew nothing, her bank colleagues flatly refused to give any information. One night Kaloyan opened his mail and saw that there was a message from He hadn't seen Theodora in over a month. She seemed to have evaporated. She did not pick up the phone, her landlady knew nothing, her bank colleagues flatly refused to give any information. One night Kaloyan opened his mail and saw that there was a message from He hadn't seen Theodora in over a month. She seemed to have evaporated. She did not pick up the phone, her landlady knew nothing, her bank colleagues flatly refused to give any information. One night Kaloyan opened his mail and saw that there was a message fromteda_r84 @ yahoo.com. His knees softened and his heart began to pound.
Theodora wrote the following: “Hello, I have been wondering for a long time whether to write to you. In the end, I decided that you were likely to worry about me… in fact, I'm pretty sure you were looking for me and worried about my "disappearance." It's hard for me to talk about it, but I'll tell you what happened. And all because of an incredible stupidity on my part. We went with a "friend" of mine on a three-day trip to London. On the second morning I decided to walk around the center. I started to cross a street, looking carefully first to the left and then to the right (I'm very dumb, aren't I). Then I lose a lot of things. At the hospital I was told that I had been crushed by a pickup truck. It doesn't matter what crushed me. My "friend" didn't even like to visit me in the hospital, he just dumped me and went home to Bulgaria. But don't be fooled, I'm much better now. Two days ago I was transported to my mother's village, now she takes care of me. Well, as long as I keep you busy with my problems. Maybe I'll see you again. Sometimes I will come to pick up my luggage from the apartment (if the landlady has not already thrown it on the street). I started talking nonsense again, maybe because of the drugs. I can't come. I have fractures at the base of my spine, pelvis and left thigh. Things are not as bad as in the beginning, and the pain has decreased, but the fact is that I am confined to a wheelchair. Well, I said, it wasn't that hard. Oh, stop whining, Theodore. Sometimes I wonder if I was cursed by one of the people I hurt. And, I must admit, they are not small. But no, it's my own fault. I feel pathetic. I just grumble and complain. But you don't have to read my outpourings. Just writing makes me feel better. I like to watch my fingers dance on the keyboard. Maybe because I can no longer move my legs, these useless, unnecessary growths. I remember looking at them? I had a lot of fun. Well, now they're useless, I can't even move my fingers. Damn, from the waist down I'm a liver. As long as I don't cry. Try to forgive me. I wish you good health. Theodora ”Kaloyan muttered through tears: - I, it's my fault, I did this to you, but I will carry my cross. Because I love you. I love you so much, Teddy, and I long to be with you, darling. I had a lot of fun. Well, now they're useless, I can't even move my fingers. Damn, from the waist down I'm a liver. As long as I don't cry. Try to forgive me. I wish you good health. Theodora ”Kaloyan muttered through tears: - I, it's my fault, I did this to you, but I will carry my cross. Because I love you. I love you so much, Teddy, and I long to be with you, darling. I had a lot of fun. Well, now they're useless, I can't even move my fingers. Damn, from the waist down I'm a liver. As long as I don't cry. Try to forgive me. I wish you good health. Theodora ”Kaloyan muttered through tears: - I, it's my fault, I did this to you, but I will carry my cross. Because I love you. I love you so much, Teddy, and I long to be with you, darling.