Will They Succeed This Time, Or Is It Another Attempt For A New Beginning

The Story

Hello, I am a 32-year-old man and I will tell you about my life, probably many young people will see themselves in my story, others will say that I am a complete fool. I grew up in a very good family, I was not deprived of anything. As a child I was an excellent student - proud of my family - I have an older brother and ours always gave me an example. It all started imperceptibly from a joint in high school I think I was 8th grade. I smoked from time to time didn't bother me much. Later I started selling weed - I felt more than everyone else, the girls at school started looking at me, I liked it. After 10th grade I became the biggest restrained dealer in school, I started selling other drugs: amphetamines, ecstasy, mdma, pico, coca. Ours went to live in the village and at 18 I stayed with my brother in the apartment. Every Saturday there was a party, acquaintances and strangers came to hang out and drink. The girls stopped with me because I was a famous dealer, I had over 10 girls on the phone who would come right away to shake and have sex. That didn't stop me from studying. I graduated with honors and went to university. there we continue in the same way. I believed in myself even more, I drew them all and wasted. I thought I had a lot of friends, but everything changed the moment I was arrested. Everyone ran away. I lay down for a year, I cleaned up, I stopped everything, strange as it may sound, I was helped by 2 boys in custody. My parents got me out with a lot of effort, I could lie down for years ... I went out as a new person, graduated from university and even got a master's degree. I started working and everything went well in my life. I suddenly started smoking weed after a 2-year break, I started shaking again every weekend, even more often than before. But I met a girl, I was 26 and she was 20. I was the first, she never took drugs, she was my first boyfriend. We lived together, and she got pregnant. But I kept seeing my old friends and shaking. I started taking pico. After one point my brain turned off I started gambling. I have accumulated a lot of loans. He fixes them for me several times while it's time. I decided that I needed a change when my son was 1. I boarded a ship. I was clean for 8 months until I came home and started all over again. 1 year I shook and military double life. After getting drunk, I went to prostitutes and the casino. I accumulated very fast loans again and got on a ship again in 10 months. I went back to a clean redesign 6 months ago and now they are sinking again. I don't want to get on a ship again, it's obviously not a solution and the pain is great. I love my wife and child. Now I take 2-3 times a month with a friend. Again, I have accumulated about BGN 20,000 in quick loans. I am at a dead end. In 20 days I will try to take a bank loan and cover everyone else. I may be given the opportunity for a fresh start. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do.

Last Updated
August 05, 2020
Author:
roundbigass20

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