My story is a typical "teenage," probably annoying, a drama that doesn't give me peace. Three years ago (I was 15) I met a boy, completely by accident, past our mutual acquaintances. You didn't make much of an impression on me at first, which is normal for me. That night, he texted me, I replied, and so we started a conversation that lasted until the morning... We went out for a while, and after about a week we got together. Yes, I know, extremely hasty, and I thought so... but things just happened, we loved each other, we were together everywhere, everything with him was my first time, he was my first love. But it was... We were together for 2 years, we split up in winter agreement, as we had "exhausted" all of our relationships. Yes, but no, it was extremely hard for me at first, I felt terrible like I had lost a part of me. It's been a while since we've been seeing each other in Silistra (our city), there were a lot of occasions where we saw each other for one night.. After those evenings, however, it became more and more difficult, and I was giving myself more and more hope. I can't forget it for a year now, trying to replace it with others, I feel even worse... Will this ever go through this terrible pain?
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kinkysubmissiveslut answered · May 31, 2020
It'il pass, of course. Now you're 17, do you think you're going to suffer by 87? You've acted extremely immature, frivolous and irresponsible to yourself, not to him. The lad pushed him and got hit, pushed him and got the fateful love and the serious relationship. That she's exhausted because he wanted to try another plum.
Now you pay , life lessons are paid quite expensive. If you don't learn anything, by your 30th year, you're going to have a lot of disappointments.
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mmoney252fella252 answered · May 31, 2020
The pain will go away if you stop messing with the wound.
Your one-night meetings obviously hurt you and get in the way, so you'd better stop with them. I understand it's hard. We all come across first love, I've already experienced it, but I remember it's like a drug. You want a little more, or for a short time, and you don't care that you're going to crash later. This scheme is self-destructive. If you cut your hand, you'il clean the wound, bandage it, and look to protect it. If your heart was that wound on your arm, you're practically pouring vinegar, putting some salt on it, touching it on the stove, putting on a prickly blouse. It's not going to work out that way. Don't try to replace him, don't date him for one night at a time, don't make it a top thought when you choose not to be in your life. This man will have a special place in your heart, no one will ever take away from you what you had. No one's going to replace him. You will love him for a long time, but at some point you will realize that you do not want it in your life and then you will be free to love again and accept another love. This second love will also have a place in your heart, but another place.
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pau_0020 answered · May 31, 2020
Most of us have experienced the same at the same age. I know exactly what it is, unfortunately.
I think you think so now, but your life is just beginning. Only now will you start meeting new people and making new friendships. Maybe the problem is that you often get caught up in it, and you can't forget about it.
In my opinion, you shouldn't try to "replace it with others", but give yourself time. To understand what you want and to put your thoughts in your head.
Success!