Why I Have No Desire For Anything

   Until recently, I was like that for about 15-20 years. It's depression.

   Apparently you haven't found the meaning of your life yet. Go out more often, see new people, try new things, enroll in university, participate in various events, even if they are not interesting to you, you will still benefit, do what you love to do, but I do not mean to play WoW around the clock, because it's hard to get out of the movie then, read, watch movies ... countless examples. If you get bored of work, it's best to change it. Apparently you are in the zone of monotonous everyday life. In general, things are in your hands. No one can help you if you want to go to the best psychiatrist or psychologist. Things are in your hands and it's best not to hang on to your life.

   So am I. Almost everything he described applies to me - I do not communicate with anyone, I have no friends and I used to play a lot of WoW. If you want (and if allowed) leave contacts to talk.

   You can make money from your game by creating a YouTube account! Many people instead of turning their backs on meager money (for 8-12 hours of work) become YouTubers and do not have to flatter various bosses who think they have caught God in the raincoat, having every girl in the service !! !! And they don't need "boys with diplomas" (as my boss says), they don't waste their time, nerves and money to make ends meet. So see this with youtube :)

   I bet you're fat? You just need sex - it will start your life. But if you are very ugly, the task is not easy.

   Number 5 watch her work. You should not be a clairvoyant that you know who is what and what he needs. I hope you fall into a similar state and then you will stop making fun of yourself and you will understand what you need.

   Well, why in every topic posted by a depressed girl / woman is there always someone to write something like: "have sex and your life will be fine"? And if such a topic is posted by a man, all the comments are always super supportive and deeply philosophical, which is very nice, of course - that's right, but for every person, regardless of gender. Why, as a woman, is there always someone to write something like number 5?

   Hello! Maybe start by leaving the phone and other devices for a while. Especially if the first thing in the morning is to pick up the phone, stop doing it. Of course you have to pick it up to see what time it is or turn off the alarm, but no more. You have to impose it on yourself. It may not happen right away, you may go back to ticking many times, but you have to do the opposite - stay for a while without being on digital devices. If you have the opportunity to walk before or after work, even if not all the way. Time in nature or in the park will also be good for you, you can take a book, no matter what and no matter how much you read and it is not necessary to do a few hours of hiking. Start doing some exercise or sports - even if they are very basic exercises and at home and even for 10 minutes. I think this is good for a start - time without a phone (laptop or tablet), movement and open spaces. And this will lead to other changes.

   For starters, please don't believe in this nonsense with hell. In any case, religion is just something that people invented a long time ago to give themselves an answer to the inexplicable things around them, and later it is used only for manipulation. As today. It doesn't matter if someone else kills you, if you kill yourself or die a natural death - it's all over, your body and your brain (which is all you are as a human being) rot and that's it. in which you are now - depression. I feel exactly the same, I've tried to commit suicide many times, but it's harder than it sounds. It's easy, I guess, to jump from a height or throw myself in front of a vehicle that's moving fast, but somehow I can't bring myself to do it, because I'm constantly thinking about how I'm going to live, but damaged. I tried pills, poison, gas and hanging. Interestingly, the topic of suicide has always been seen as a taboo, something scary and secret. And it's terribly strange to me, because I've always seen it just as a cure. And I never thought it was selfish or surrendering. It's more like you've exhausted yourself. Not transmission, but "spending". I mean, does it make sense for a person to live if he thinks all day about how he wants to get out of the world? I'm sorry I'm not writing to motivate you or give you hope, but I really can't and don't know a magical way to go back to an older state. People in such moments go to doctors, take pills, go through therapy. Personally, I do not want to do that, I have gone to psychologists and psychiatrists, they are supposed to be professionals, and you see how I - the client - know more than them. I know that others will tell you to leave the screens and "tighten up", but I advise you to just reduce the sitting. Really try going out, in a park, for example. If you have a bike, it's a great idea to start riding it on days when you have more energy. Try to start reading books. Try a paper version. You don't have to do anything with any ultimate goal, you need to enjoy the moment. I hope I helped. F, 17 it needs to bring you pleasure for the moment. I hope I helped. F, 17 it needs to bring you pleasure for the moment. I hope I helped. F, 17

   10 - in these years you can only give advice in the "Teenage" section. As you grow older, you will realize that you know nothing.

   Number 11, the fact that someone is an adult does not make him immune to idiocy and every time I enter this site I make sure of it.

   "I personally don't want to do that either, I've been to psychologists and psychiatrists, they're supposed to be professionals, and you see how I - the client - know more than them." Facepalm

   From the author: Thank you very much for reading and trying to help. I didn't expect this topic to be read or anyone to write anything at all. ; (I thought about my problem for a long time and realized something. World of Warcraft ruined all my dreams and the biggest mistake of my life was that I played it. Thinking about how I started playing it only at the age of 16, 17 and I understand what it really is It happened then I was heartbroken and I met a lot of disappointments from friends I felt like no one understood me I was always a very anxious person and people scared me Then when I was 17 I discovered a new world in this game and a way to I run away from the harsh reality, because my mother and father dumped me as a child with my grandmother, because no one loves and understands me, my biggest mistake was that then at 17 I tried to be cool ,, to overcome this anxiety of mine by going out with a boy. And that shouldn't have happened at all. He was texting me on Skype and I thought he liked me. How could I trust him, how could I write to him. I'm so sorry, but it's too late. He hurt me so much. Then, to escape the pain, I started playing wow. Only there did I feel good. I played around the clock. I didn't leave the house. All my friends stopped looking for me. And I understood that only there in front of the computer of this game I can be free. But I wasn't. I was trapped and in a prison. Mental and physical. Then, when I finished school at the age of 18, our people came just to scold me and insult me ​​that if I didn't find a job I had to study somewhere or forget about the game because they would stop paying me for the internet. I didn't want to work and that's why I enrolled in a thousand specialties to apply, and where I will be accepted I will start. The bad thing is that I was accepted the hardest. Where you have to learn a lot and you can't help but learn for a second because it's very difficult and you have to remember a thousand things and formulas. I was accepted by chemistry. I do not know how. But at school it was completely different and somehow easier, but at university it is scary to learn. I just finished the first semester. I had even deleted the game. I only got threes. So many formulas to remember, so many difficult things. 

My mistake was that in the second semester I downloaded the game again. Then we met a boy from the game and went live ... and that was a big mistake. He left and my heart was broken again. Then I broke the exams, I had a couple of the most important chemistry exam and I took it very hard. The bad thing was that when I closed myself again in that game to escape the grief of failure, everyone was trying to get me out, and I, the fool, decided to go out in the worst possible way. And with the worst possible man. How could I be so sorry. This is a lifelong trauma. I'm so sad, but everything has already failed. Then I decided to give up everything. I returned home and dropped out of university. Then I started playing again when I was 19 years old. Our people wanted to stop me and threatened me that I had to write something down to study or work again. I signed up and they accepted me. I had to promise not to give up this time, and I promised. I don't know how it happened. Just then I somehow enrolled in an easy specialty in chemistry. In general, it has to do with philosophy, and you don't have to remember so many difficult formulas by heart, but you still have to know a lot of things, I'm not saying it's very easy. I had deleted the game in an unknown way. I studied a lot because I promised and I graduated with honors. But the problem is that after I graduated I did not find a job in this specialty. Now I work something and I try to live day by day even though I have no dreams. I can't go back to the game. My computer and laptop were taken from my father. When I work, I like money and I don't spend it on a computer, because I know how hard it is to make money. Basically, that was my story. I forgot to mention that I experienced several operations, a natural disaster, a tick bite, an attack by something very inexplicable that I am not told about now. But somehow you have to survive. That's it. Thanks, if there is anyone at all who has bothered to read it. I doubt anyone succeeded, but nothing. If there is thank you man. You are great! I love you! Bye!