Why Does It Happen To Me To Think Only About This?

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Hello, I am a teenager who often thinks about the topic of "Drugs" in general. This makes me quite nervous sometimes. I often talk to my friends on this topic and they have already started to impress them. I don't want to think I'm on the wrong track.
 
Do not think that I use banned substances - this is not the case. But people who say they've used them or know someone who already has experience with these things arouse great interest in me. A few days ago, a friend of mine and I were walking to one of the malls in our town when we spotted a girl on the flight (it was really weird) doing something unusual with a tiny white note - at first, I thought she was taking gum, but later it turned out not to be the case. I'm not sure what the substance was (cocaine or anything like that), but the girl was snorting on the flight and didn't notice at all that I, my friend, and the people sitting across from the strange girl were staring at her. Since then, things seemed to get more serious - I really wanted to ask her some things, but I just couldn't - first, because my girlfriend was sitting right next to me and second - that strange girl was still unknown. Yesterday I really wanted to watch an interesting movie, but I didn't know who and decided to look for "Drugs".
 
Of course, I found a few, but I was afraid to look at them, because in one of the photos of one of them there was a woman who was smoking, and her face was already showing what a serious problem she had. The situation is very strange - both I find it super interesting to learn new things about drugs, to meet and talk to people who have experience on this topic and have even seen addicts smoke (if not themselves), and I do not want to get involved and try to stay away from these, to put it mildly, nonsense.
 
This topic is like a weird two-way magnet, isn't it?
Last Updated
July 17, 2020
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lolita_latinasexy

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