Why Does He Do That?-arogancka

Hello people! First I want to ask for my story to be published because I need the opinions of bystanders. Secondly, I want to ask for advice and not for reproaches. Thanks in advance! My boyfriend and I have been separated for 3 months. The reason for the separation was that there was a distance between us, which bothered both of us, but somehow he could not cope with it. We were very attached to each other, but not being together every day hurt us. We didn't fight, we had strong feelings for each other and we told each other. We are both students and we have another year and a half until we graduate. We are from our hometown. We both pay a lot of attention to our education and we decided not to hinder each other's development. I told him that when I finished, I would go to him, whatever happens and I stand firmly behind my words. If he could do it, he would do it, but there is no such opportunity, because he works and develops in the field he wants. In the first month after the separation, I kept looking for him. And I understand that this is a mistake. But he gave no indication that he wanted to stop. It didn't suit me, but I still don't understand why. He didn't tell me he wanted to leave him, nor did he tell me he didn't want to. He was just reading. I realized that I really care about him and I don't want to disturb him in any way, and if he doesn't answer me, then I should stop. Then I had problems, which I will not share here, because I think it is too personal. Somehow my mind was directed in another direction and I stopped looking for it. For a month we behaved a bit like strangers. We neither wrote to each other nor looked for each other, nor did we like posts. Nothing. I only understood from common acquaintances that it was good. I once liked a photo I had uploaded, which surprised me, but I decided not to think about anything. Holidays came and I decided to write to him to congratulate him. I expected him not to answer me, but it didn't happen. Besides answering me, she wished me to keep smiling so that I wouldn't lose my beauty. I don't think one would want something like someone you don't want to give any hope to. Anyway, maybe it's just my understanding. I wanted to see you. I offered it to him twice and he refused me twice. First there was another appointment, then he left his hometown. From common acquaintances I learned that he had not lied to me. But I still think that if he wanted to see me, he would find time. At the moment I can't figure out if there are any feelings left for me or not. Doesn't he want to see me, because it's hard for him to keep in touch with me because he has feelings Does he know that I will always be by his side and he is not afraid that he may lose me because I did not give him a reason to think so? I'm really asking you to help me understand why this is happening. Which makes him not like me first, then like a picture, then hint that he thinks I'm beautiful (something I know, given that this man was with me, it's normal to think that I am beautiful, but there is no need to tell me in these circumstances)? Some of you will think that I put too much thought into things, but for me my relationship with this person is important and I will be grateful if I do not receive reproaches, but advice and opinions from you. that he could lose me because I didn't give him a reason to think so? I'm really asking you to help me understand why this is happening. Which makes him not like me first, then like a picture, then hint that he thinks I'm beautiful (something I know, given that this man was with me, it's normal to think that I am beautiful, but there is no need to tell me in these circumstances)? Some of you will think that I put too much thought into things, but for me my relationship with this person is important and I will be grateful if I do not receive reproaches, but advice and opinions from you. that he could lose me because I didn't give him a reason to think so? I'm really asking you to help me understand why this is happening. Which makes him not like me first, then like a picture, then hint that he thinks I'm beautiful (something I know, given that this man was with me, it's normal to think that I am beautiful, but there is no need to tell me in these circumstances)? Some of you will think that I put too much thought into things, but for me my relationship with this person is important and I will be grateful if I do not receive reproaches, but advice and opinions from you. given that this person has been with me, it is normal for him to think that I am beautiful, but he does not need to tell me in these circumstances)? Some of you will think that I put too much thought into things, but for me my relationship with this person is important and I will be grateful if I do not receive reproaches, but advice and opinions from you. given that this person has been with me, it is normal to think that I am beautiful, but there is no need for him to tell me in these circumstances)? Some of you will think that I put too much thought into things, but for me my relationship with this person is important and I will be grateful if I do not receive reproaches, but advice and opinions from you.