Why Do I Attract Narcissists, I'm Tired!

The Story

It may sound unbelievable, but for me my mother is a narcissist, my husband is a narcissist mixed with a sadist, my friend I was madly in love with is also a narcissist to the highest degree. The people I loved with true love are real narcissists and have inflicted countless wounds on me, and I still love them very much. I try to learn self-esteem and not succumb to their manipulations, but I fail. I put myself in the center, ostensibly, and again I attach myself to their nasty nonsense and cruel mental intrigues. I'm already thinking of going to a psychologist or psychotherapist, I don't know how to save myself anymore. The other two anyway, but my mother, she's my biggest pain. I love her very much, with strong love, I feel like a child lost in the woods, who is calling and looking for her mother, but she is still gone. I only receive humiliations and accusations from her. How she's upstairs, and I am very, very low with everything. And this is not real - I am an ordinary woman, with an ordinary profession - educated with a good appearance, respected in society, I am a very ordinary person. But her words and behavior towards me are terribly humiliating. I see in an abnormal way she is jealous that she is 60 and I am 38, she insults and hates me even because I am in good health and she is still in pain somewhere. I love her so much with great love, the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in myself and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. with an ordinary profession - educated with a good appearance, respected in society, I am a very ordinary person. But her words and behavior towards me are terribly humiliating. I see in an abnormal way she is jealous that she is 60 and I am 38, she insults and hates me even because I am in good health and she is still in pain somewhere.

I love her so much with great love, the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in myself and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. with an ordinary profession - educated with a good appearance, respected in society, I am a very ordinary person. But her words and behavior towards me are terribly humiliating. I see in an abnormal way she is jealous that she is 60 and I am 38, she insults and hates me even because I am in good health and she is still in pain somewhere. I love her so much with great love, the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation.

How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in me and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive, and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. But her words and behavior towards me are terribly humiliating. I see in an abnormal way she is jealous that she is 60 and I am 38, she insults and hates me even because I am in good health and she is still in pain somewhere. I love her so much with great love, the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in myself and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive and smiling.

I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. But her words and behavior towards me are terribly humiliating. I see in an abnormal way she is jealous that she is 60 and I am 38, she insults and hates me even because I am in good health and she is still in pain somewhere. I love her so much with great love, the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in me and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in myself and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me. the feedback I get is hatred, insults, humiliation. How to deal with these narcissists, what to change in me and I do not know. I am a polite and sensitive person, good-natured, attentive, and smiling. I don't know what I am like to be left alone by these heartless creatures and to start treating me normally and culturally and to stop harassing me.

Last Updated
August 08, 2020
Author:
sneglcille

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