Why Did You Choose Her ...

Hi, I'm 15 years old girl. Please advice ... I will use fake names ... There is a boy (I will call him Georgi) who I like .. I have been feeling for him since the summer, but when the school year started, Gosho and I got closer. slight sympathies turned into real feelings, if you understand me. While I liked him, I had a boyfriend, but I didn't feel good with him. Do not get me wrong. My boyfriend was a super boy, but he couldn't compare to Georgi ... I told my boyfriend that I had feelings for someone else. He understood me and broke up with me naturally. I know it was wrong to lie to him for most of our relationship, but I'm still happy because he already has a girlfriend who really loves him. Georgi told me that he likes a girl with whom we have been friends since childhood ... (I will call her Maria) She asked me for help and although I was in pain, I curled up and did what I could ... in the end they left, but after a month they broke up. The reason was that Georgi was preventing Maria from studying ... his boy was naughty, of course, along with him and me ... the next week we found out that Maria had a new boyfriend, who obviously didn't mind ... And so. .. Georgi and I were left alone ... I told him about my feelings. He does not share them. He understood me and said that I didn't want to like him, he even promised me that after forgetting about Maria he would probably go with me ... I was happy about that, but I was also a bit sad, because she is still ". most likely "and can always change ... that's what happened. A week ago, just at Christmas, I found out that Georgi already has a new girlfriend ... this totally ruined my mood ... he even sent me part of their chat. There, from top to bottom, everything was in my heart ... I felt a strong pain in my chest ... and even to be honest, I cried a little ...

A few days after the New Year, his new girlfriend (she will be Katya) wrote to me. He asks me what my relationship is with Gosho, if I like him and the like ... I answered honestly, I have nothing to lie about. Then she told me that Georgi hated me, that he thought I was crazy, sleazy, disgusting ... it completely crushed me ... I had nothing else to say to her but to reassure her that I would not stand between them ... it turned out that Katya and Georgi were not boyfriends, their chats were only for "stocking". After what Katya told me, I wanted to write to Joro, but I just didn't have the courage. I was afraid that if it was true he would repeat it and it would hurt more than if Katya had said it ... Today Katya wrote to me again. Her exact words were, " Keep dreaming about Georgi. We are already boyfriends with him. "And on top of that, she sent me a heart. I thanked her for the shine, but I think this girl is behaving like a complete bitch. (I apologize for using this very word, I just can't find another one to describe her ) Later I wrote to Joro to tell him that I found out about his new relationship ... even if I was in a lot of pain, I wished him to be long and happy .. What I do not understand is why Georgi always leaves with this type of girls ... most likely in less than a month the same thing will happen as with Maria ... I don't understand how he can choose to go with a girl he has only known for 2 days and already love. .. provided that she behaves hyper arrogantly ... I have my respect for Gosho, I am grateful to him for not cutting me off and we are still friends ... but how can he go with her and not with me ... I don't want to sound somewhat praiseworthy, but I broke up with my boyfriend, who really loved me, I broke up with him because of Georgi ... I helped him with Maria and if I have to help him again ... I think I am worthy to be his boyfriend ... Now as I write this, with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart, I realize what a fool Joro is .. but I really like him nonetheless .. Thanks your time! I will be even more grateful if you give me advice! I hope you are not mistaken and that you understand my story ...;) with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart, I realize what a fool Joro is .. but I really like him nonetheless .. Thank you for your time! I will be even more grateful if you give me advice! I hope you are not mistaken and that you understand my story ...;) with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart, I realize what a fool Joro is .. but I really like him nonetheless .. Thank you for your time! I will be even more grateful if you give me advice! I hope you are not mistaken and that you understand my story ...;)