Hello, My name is Boyan, I am 20 years old and I want to share our story with my girlfriend, but we are no longer together. So our relationship was great, at least for me I don't know if it was perfect for her or not but only one I know. 4 years and 5 months lasted until one day I broke it we had to go skating with our company and just before we left she shouted at me in front of everyone and it was very cruel and I decided not to go with them and they went there but before that they had to take a friend on the way, I went to them sitting 10 minutes in front of them until she realized to come up to me. So our girlfriend got off and we finally went skating, I was riding my girlfriend and another friend in the back seat, we set off and something started again with the topic of driving by itself I don't know what was happening but I know that I was very sick that we were fighting, but shortly before we got to the skates the car was already in chaos and I called she called me was very sick and I told her when we got here I'm tired of it, I got out of the car and we broke up and I left all night, I didn't go home, I drove like an idiot, I made a fool of myself because I knew that a lot of my heart was missing (my partner). The next day I called her and she told me I wanted time, I gave her time, she went to her village, I kept writing to call her but I refused, I knew that when she was ready to call me or write to me, I waited stubbornly with I waited for days and hoped she had made the right decision and made me happy. From the moment I broke her there was no night to be calm or not to roar but I knew that everything would be fine as I had said positive thoughts to her.
One day I decided to call her I couldn't stand it without hearing how good she was, and I called and we heard she told me she was fine and she told me I decided what I wanted. I replied that I thought it would be best to see each other and talk in person, but I wanted to hear the answer, I was already so sure that it would make me happy and tell me I wanted to be with you, I love you, I'm sorry. But unfortunately that was not the answer, the answer was I thought and I think it would be best to stay friends, I freaked out because you know you've had such a long relationship and then you can't hug her like before you knew you didn't you can kiss her and most of all know that no one is sitting next to you anymore. I refused to be friends at first. But then there was no other way to see each other and I decided to try and I took her to the place where we met I was very happy to see you or go out we sat on a bench we ate corn after corn I realized that she also has serious problems at home but I and I replied if you need help I am on a date even if you need money and whatever you know i will be behind you. After a week or two I decided to look for her again and I had made a very valuable album with our photos, under each photo it was written where we were how much I loved you and so on, but to the album went a special letter that I wrote for I sat with her at night, I tore, I threw, and so on until it became unforgettable. But I forgot to say that she had told me that it would be better to take the time to see each other again. I decided one evening at 22:00 to pass I didn't know if it was in them so I went upstairs and stopped in front of the front door and rang the door I left the envelope in front of the door I hid on the stairs and waited for someone to take it after a while it opened was in them and took the envelope I was very happy. And I already decided to go down the stairs, I reached the bottom, I was very happy with what I gave her. After a while we saw her but we were with the company and we decided to talk to him when we were alone but when she saw me she hugged me so much that I literally melted and thought I had already got her back but it wasn't like that. The others left and I had to take her to them and I asked her if there was a way to give me a second chance, I know I made a mistake and I apologized a lot and I said that I love her very much and that I love her more than anything and I can't without her but she answered me again I don't know I need time or my answer I haven't changed it I asked her if there is no way to do everything no matter what it is to get you back she didn't tell me anything I decided to leave. After a few hard days, March 8th was approaching and I decided to make her very happy. My salary had just been transferred and I went to jumbo and took literally the biggest bear, even bigger than her. I left jumbo, put a bear in the front right seat and decided that not only will I take the teddy bear, I went to the nearest flower shop and picked up the biggest possible bouquet next to the teddy bear and decided to buy her a big box of candies. Then I got in front of them, I called and said if you could go down for a while, she told me to go down. I was very happy and decided to wait for her on the bench in front of the entrance, she came down, I said and can you come with me to the car, she came I said and happy holiday I love you. But unfortunately she did not react as I expected, I saw they liked them and smiled for a while, I have no idea why it was so, but I still, no matter how she reacted, I still wanted to be with her. Then she asked me to go to the flower shop again to get a flower for her beautiful mother. We looked around, she kept asking me what to take, and I told her that it was a very difficult choice for me because there is no better flower in the world than my girlfriend. We also took a flower and continued to walk to them, leaving the flower.
After a few days I decided to go to their name day to see her to talk in peace, to call each other nothing, I just wanted to give her a modest gift from me, on one side was our date (23. 09. 14 ) and on the other I love you my love. What made me most happy was that I saw the beautiful smile of my beautiful princess again and it softened me because it wasn't a coincidence or it was just my 24 carat smile. After I asked her how you and everything else we talked for about an hour, then I asked her 2 questions, will you give me a second chance and what bad thing did you do to run away from me and want to be just friends. And I decided to leave so badly that I left forever that I would faint. I wanted one last gush to say goodbye to me, she gave it to me. you fix it but i said why if you don't want me and you can't tell your son what you want you are forcing me. I must have been sitting in front of the door for 20 minutes without keys and they wouldn't let me out of anxiety. I begged them to let me go, and finally they let me go. they let me go and got out of my car, I took wet towels, I started wrapping my hand in them but the blood didn't stop, I leaned against my car, I stretched my legs forward and I started screaming, what did i do, how far did i get to push and why did i let the thrill go away how i managed to get there. Then my best friend came and asked me to go with him to Pirogov well that I listened to him because it came to surgery. They took me to the operating room and started washing me, drilling me and sewing me. For a long time I wondered if she should have gotten there, if she had served, I hoped to see her after she came out after the operation to be there to hug her and kiss her, but unfortunately she was not there. To this day, I keep wondering if there is still a chance to get it back because you know, if you love someone, you fight like you're dying. They took me to the operating room and started washing me, drilling me and sewing me. For a long time I wondered if she should have gotten there, if I had served her, I hoped to see her after she came out after the operation to be there to hug her and kiss her, but unfortunately she was not there. To this day, I keep wondering if there is still a chance to get it back because you know, if you love someone, you fight like you're dying. They took me to the operating room and started washing me, drilling me and sewing me. For a long time I wondered if she should have gotten there, if she had served, I hoped to see her after she came out after the operation to be there to hug her and kiss her, but unfortunately she was not there. To this day, I keep wondering if there is still a chance to get it back because you know, if you love someone, you fight like you're dying.
1 angeldelgado answered
The love is gone. Calm down and wait for the real one, your wife, with whom you will build a family nest. Believe me, 99% of people do not marry "great love". The world does not end, life goes on. Live long and enjoy the little things - the birds, the grass, the sun, the clouds. Be healthy!!!!!