Who Is This Person At All And Is It Worth It To Start A Family With Him One Day?

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Hello. I never believed I would write here about something I thought was impossible. I thought that these things only exist in the movies and that they can't happen to me. But alas .. I have a long relationship. We met as teenagers - a children's joke. Over time, this tease turned into love. We went through a lot, but we are still together today. I love him very much. Somehow, I had formed an idea for him that he was different from the other boy (now a man). Not for anything else - he just behaved like that. In general, everything was calm. Until a month ago, when we quarreled and I saw his other side. He confessed to me about things he did (it's not about infidelity), he literally led a double life. I stood, listened, and was just asleep. Everything fell apart in a split second. On the one hand, I was glad that he still decided to tell me, and on the other hand, I wondered if I was really so dumb that I didn't suspect or feel anything. Now I stand and wonder how many more things I don't know about and whether I should know them. Who is this person at all and is it worth it to start a family with him one day I'm confused. Something violent broke in me, but I didn't leave it. And should I? It's awful to have shared so much love and life with someone and it all shattered in literally seconds. My topic is quite vague and questionable, but I think that a person who has gone through the same can understand what is written and give me advice, even though I have not specified many things. Thank you! Who is this person at all and is it worth starting a family with him one day? I'm confused. Something violent broke in me, but I didn't leave it. And should I? It's awful to have shared so much love and life with someone and it all shattered in literally seconds. My topic is quite vague and questionable, but I think that a person who has gone through the same can understand what is written and give me advice, even though I have not specified many things. Thank you! Who is this person at all and is it worth it to start a family with him one day? I'm confused. Something violent broke in me, but I didn't leave it. And should I? It's awful to have shared so much love and life with someone and it all shattered in literally seconds. My topic is quite vague and questionable, but I think that a person who has gone through the same can understand what is written and give me advice, although I have not specified many things. Thank you!

Last Updated
November 03, 2020
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neetu324

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