Hello. This year I turned 20. Well, I'm studying in a big Bulgarian city. As a child I was not sociable at all, but I had friends who would "pull" me a little higher. In such a sense that I no longer walk the streets with my head bowed, as I did 4-5 years ago and I do not mumble, and when I want to say something I do it. In this regard, I would like to share that despite this progress (at least for me it is) I am on the periphery again. I've always been. I prefer communication with 1 to 3 people in a company than with 6-7-8 people. I still feel this insecurity. Most of my close people (come on, let them be friends, but there is a difference from friend to friend) do not want to go out alone. I dont understand this? What is the difference? Will you only be having coffee / walking with 1-2-3ma, isn't it more important how you will spend your time? Another big problem for me is the girls. Well, here, too, there is some progress from a time, I am often silent, but when I express opinions on an issue, I always make it look kind of fun and interesting. Here I quickly realize that I don't like people at all who pretend to be clowns and talk annoying nonsense just because of the opinion of others. As modest as it sounds, yes - I certainly have a sense of humor. It comes from inside me and I don't think about these things at all. And that's probably why I keep in touch with a lot of my current company. I dare say that I also have a good general culture, recently I even came across an acquaintance and it turned out that we didn't have a quick job and we had a great time in the park for about an hour. Here's my problem - if there were other people, I wouldn't be so confident. So I want you to advise me. Should I stay the same person as before,