Where Should I Go From Now On?

From now on, I'm warning that history is long, stupid and certainly dull. But if you love helping people with what you can, help me:) Ha good evening, and good afternoon. 16. I'm a small town boy-northwest. I'm a pure, natural gypsy. I'm studying in one of the dumbest places in town for nothing else, but because they gave jobs, and because I... Not that I had no intention, but maybe I knew that I would not have the opportunity, the financial opportunity to follow. I signed up for the "programming" class, because I thought it wasn't much of a bad idea. Well, I was wrong. It's really bad. Items that I have no idea of, etc. There's No. Art, music, on their own, and on others. There are other objects. A tip from me, if you do not go "well enough" in mathematics, chemistry and physics do not write down in such a school. Even before the new year began my equivalent exams for one of the most prestigious schools in the city. I passed them all, ("ZP" Izb. and music, mathematics, "ZIPP" Izb. Off. and BELL). I only broke up math. I wasn't able to teach them these things. I finished my basic education in a village. Not for nothing else, it was just the most convenient of my parents to send me. They didn't want much studying, but at all. Sleep there on the desk, and that's... Whatever. They didn't ask for much, so I didn't have to strain my brains at all, and I didn't have to talk about my classmates. I went with three. 75 and I had a very great desire to study in this school where I now endure equivalent, but there was no way alone. At least one acquaintance was with me, but he didn't. Now I'm 10th grade, you must have guessed. And in this school where I'm still studying, they don't require much, a boot high school is not very different from the village. So I wonder if there's any point in moving? Try to study? As you already know I dropped a hell of a lot from school, if depended only from now on, okay, but... E.g. Chemistry 100% will break me, I don't know anything. Acquaintances who teach there say that they emphasized the theory. If it is so good, but if it is not, woe to me... How do you think people are? Am I moving? Like I said, I'm not going to find any money to follow on my parents ' side. If it's up to me, I'm going to work nonstop, I won't sleep for 1 hour, if I have to, I will work and study at the same time after 12, but it's not that simple. Well, it's up to me again, but... So I wonder, does that make any sense? And I don't know how it's going to happen to my new classmates. That really bothers me. I'm not sociable, I'm complex and I have a lot of flaws. I still don't know how to deal with learning. I'm ready to chat all day at home. I have a reliable and secure Internet connection. I think this will help a lot. And about what subjects you can luck me. BELLE, psychology or philosophy there, may every year will change, geography, biology is not quite so strong country, etc. As of course, we exclude mathematics, physics and chemistry. I'm pretty sure you've made some idea what kind of person I am and what things I'm going through, who can luck me and what not. Let's think for a moment that I can make it. I'm going to be able to go with a good grade, at least 4:50, in a position that 9th Grade I passed with three. 94, and the 8th as I said with 3. 75. Let's think that I found a job, etc. And the TSO again a problem. I don't know what I want to follow, what I can do, and where eventually there's hope to receive me in some specialty. I'm attracted to you, journalism, directing, cinematography, psychology, philosophy. Everything about TV studio. The installation of video. Making movies, whatever that means. (I have a little documentary practice). As well as being the editor of a newspaper, a magazine, or whatever. That's basically what I do. In history I would become good if it depended on the future. (I say it because I looked at on the Internet some sites and I noticed that May and the story is common for the exams to enter the IUC, after the BELL and mathematics). And you've seen what I'd like to possibly follow... Thank you for did you come here. Ask me:) Any information about ANYTHING would be useful. Tnx again.