Hello! A 24-year-old girl writes, in the words of my acquaintances: very good and beautiful. In my words: terribly confused, sad, lonely, I even gained weight from grief, I got sick ... I ask you, people, for advice, courage, strength! Because I don't have; (Until a few years ago I was very radiant, happy, I hadn't even imagined that this hole I've been in for about a year or two could exist! I never wanted much from life, but ordinary, simple things. I graduated, I work in the profession and so on. When I was a child I always played with a lot of children, I had friends, I never wandered and I was not bored. But when I grew up I don't know why things changed I got involved with a boy of 12-13 years of child labor, but 7-8 years passed in which we were inseparable and separated due to circumstances and I experienced this separation a lot, very painful. We were close. From there, my life went awry, or maybe I've stopped being the same since then. I'm not saying I still love my boyfriend, I don't even think about it, but it happened and I'm not the same anymore. I found a new friend, much more handsome, smart, with goals than the previous one. I fell in love with him a lot, I fell in love with him and so two years have passed since we were together. He is my everything - my best friend, my support ... everything, everything! I feel very close to him. We almost lived together and my daily life was very much connected with him. Also, in my family, my parents don't understand each other and I avoid being at home because the tension is a hell of a burden, I can't stand it. However, the problem deepened because my friend was driving a truck and went abroad to work there for three months and one here. He's been gone for a week, and I keep roaring. And his life is not easy, but I do not stop crying. I stay at home because I have nowhere to go. There is almost no one to call, to rely on, to cry. I am very heavy, I have lost desire for absolutely everything, even for my favorite activities. I constantly stand in a room and roar and I don't feel like doing anything, I don't feel like going out, I don't feel like eating. We talk to him on the phone, but I cry and just burden him too. I want to stop, but I can't. I get distracted for a moment and start again just thinking of something. as everything reminds me of him. I don't know what to do, I can't go to him because he lives in a truck, I have nothing to do here either. I live in a small town, we all know each other. Hardly anyone can help me; (; (; (I don't know how it will last I don't want to find another, I love my friend very, very much;
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I am in a similar situation. My friend has been abroad for 2 years, during which time he has returned twice, in 10 days. He rarely comes back, because his travel and accommodation expenses here are very high, and we pay off loans. We also have a small child, almost 4 years old. I don't cry like you, but it's very difficult for me internally. It seems to me that if we don't invent something else, we may end up getting used to it without each other. That's why I think that if your boyfriend doesn't change his profession, I don't know what development your relationship may have. It is very complicated in such situations.