When You See Your Favorite From Another Angle :)

The Story

I want to tell you a story, I just want to share. I have been in love with a woman for a very long time. I fell in love with her when I was 22 and she was 18. We were at university together, different courses of course. It was clear to me from the beginning what it was, a lot of fleeting relationships, a lot of men, but I was just in love with her. I definitely didn't look bad, I wasn't bad then, but he never paid attention to me. 3 times over the years I took more serious steps, just to go out on dates and canceled them and after a day or two I realized that he already has a friend. Another. I tell you, I loved her so much, I wanted to do everything for her, to make her happy. I even sent her flowers and candies - anonymously, when someone dumped her to make her happy, I sympathized with her pain, I even did it to make her think they hadn't abandoned her ... I must have reconciled her to at least a dozen exes. my nonsense. I still didn't understand why she didn't give me a chance, maybe I looked ridiculous in her eyes or insecure, I don't know. And so. Today I am 31, she is 26. We are both free. In the last year, I have had great pre-turbulences in my life. I left my job (it was well paid) and went abroad. You guessed it, the salary is very high because I'm talking about the Middle East. My profession is interesting on top of everything and I am very happy. I rarely come to Bulgaria. I will rarely come, that's my schedule. There are no Bulgarians around me. But ... this woman started looking for contacts with me in every way and with such funny phrases as "oh, how do you drive her" - as if she had been interested in me all her life or "when you come and go" - I didn't invite her at first, I didn't even hint, nor do I intend to go out with her. He keeps saying things like "I'm single now as if I'm stupid enough not to know that." He fills me with praise at every conversation. Honestly, it's very funny to me. It even looks too ridiculous in my eyes, although I enjoy writing to someone simply because I miss Bulgaria and the language. Obviously, however, I have been misunderstood. By the way, the lady in question was not a money seeker at the time, she was just and most likely still a light woman, and because she is really beautiful, it is easy for her to gather men and their looks. I don't know-how, probably 8-9 years ago I would have been in an ecstasy, but now I feel downright stupid. It amazes me how he thinks I will want something more from a woman who has had many men, incl. and my friends, not to mention the way and behavior towards me before. I wouldn't even go out with her for coffee so that I don't get a name and my friends talk to me.

What do you think? I forgot to say that years ago there was a practice when someone dumped her to write statuses in FB, that all men were "hammer and bye" hahahahaha, to wonder, I had put her on a pedestal in my head, the dream woman, I would probably carry it on my hands to this day :)))))

Last Updated
August 11, 2020
Author:
msivy8117

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