When Will He Stop Loving Me?

The Story

Hello, here is my story. We met 4 years ago on the Internet in a dating site. We exchanged Skypes and started writing to each other. He is from another country and had decided to come to study in Bulgaria as a foreign student. I'm from a small town, then I was still studying in high school and we just wrote to each other. I liked him as a person, and I liked that some people were interested in me. Two years passed, I graduated and I was accepted to study in the city where he studies. I don't know how it happened, but we decided to see each other live. When he saw me, he was speechless and told me that he did not expect me to be so beautiful. We had a very nice day as friends. He walked me around the city, showed me many places. During that period, my best friend, who was also accepted in this city, betrayed me and I was devastated. He wanted to see me, but I procrastinated and procrastinated. After a few months, I decided to see him again, but then I don't know why I hadn't had a good time with him and I was a little disappointed. I don't remember how much time passed we still didn't see each other, but he started explaining himself to me by text messages. So I hesitated, I wondered, because he didn't attract me so much and I obviously liked that I was attracted to him ... I don't know ... Last summer, more precisely in the fall, we decided to become boyfriends. We went out, we walked, but he was constantly thoughtful. In the short time we were together, we quarreled mainly over his friends. they literally did not leave him alone. He really wanted to introduce me to them, but I wasn't ready. so one night they guessed my number and I was forced to meet, then I wanted to strangle him, but anyway the past is gone. Sometimes I thought that we go with him just to kiss and push, I don't know ... another difficult period in my life began, my mother went abroad. It was my birthday and I was very sad, and he had promised to come and meet me at the bus station. I waited for him, but he never came ... I wasn't in love, but I was used to him. This disappointed me, then we saw each other but I was cold and hurried home. I had decided that if he came I would tell him many things about me and my family, because until then I had been quite secretive. I didn't tell him ... A week passed and he suddenly stopped looking for me :) I was very upset, I was looking for a way to contact him, but it didn't work out. He did not answer my text messages and I gave up. It hurt because I thought it was different. I forgot about him, many other things happened to me and he evaporated from my head. Yes, but a few months later he called me again, I cut him straight and behaved rudely because I didn't want to know anything about him. He did not stop writing to me and I decided to listen to him, he told me that he was ill and had kidney problems. I knew about this problem, but I didn't know it was so serious. He had to travel outside Bulgaria, it was very difficult and difficult for him, he did not want to drag me into his problems. I tried to understand him, but if he couldn't draw a line so much, to know at least why he was leaving. I told him I had forgiven him, we kept writing, but he wanted to give him a second chance ... then I liked another and told him directly without lying. I offered him my friendship, but he refused. he kept writing to me and insisting on seeing me, but I kept putting it off. I was ill and he had come with a friend to give me medicine, I did not go out. He had been drinking the other night and had come to my block to talk, I did not go down. Then he gave up and stopped looking for me until yesterday. Last night he wrote to me again and again the same things that he loves me very much, he wants us to be together, that he has never loved another ... I feel guilty that I can't respond to his feelings, I don't know what to do how to explain to him. .. I know what it's like to love and not be loved ... Despite everything, I respect him. At first I thought he wanted me to come back to him just for sex because we hadn't done it, but I don't know. this boy confuses me a lot I don't know what to do to forget me. I will be glad if you express your opinion :) and not to love you ... Despite everything, I respect him. At first I thought he wanted me to go back to him just for sex because we hadn't done it, but I don't know. this boy confuses me a lot I don't know what to do to forget me. I will be glad if you express your opinion :) and not to love you ... Despite everything, I respect him. At first I thought he wanted me to go back to him just for sex because we hadn't done it, but I don't know. this boy confuses me a lot I don't know what to do to forget me. I will be glad if you express your opinion :)

Last Updated
August 16, 2020
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