When We Could Be Together, We Broke Up ...

The Story

GOD ... I never thought I would ask for advice from someone whose name I don't even know, but I'm so desperate that I would take advice from anyone. I just don't know, and I can't even understand what's going on with me. It all started at the beginning of this school year, which has already ended. We went with a boy for 1 month, I was 12 and he was 13, so we went this one month and then we broke up. So far so good, I forgot it. But after 3 months, he and I started dating. I don't know how it happened, but I became part of their company. We went out together everywhere, we wrote to each other on Skype all night, we laughed together ... until one day comes that I will never forget! ... He, he and two of his friends were in the park. He told his friends "aren't you going for a beer" / winking at them at the same time / .. his drinkers never came back..they got up at 10:30 pm and I said that I will go home. He replied "well sweet, but before that I have to do something ...", he kissed me ... and we kissed with our tongue for almost 2/3 minutes. Then he took my hand and said "Sweet, come on, I'll send you" ... I went home, took a bath, changed my clothes, ate ... iii bammmm I crashed on the computer, went to skype and saw that it was nalini, for a moment I did not hesitate to write to him, I asked him how he was and from the answers .. "I'm bad sweet..I like you" I told him that I like him too and that I would be happy to be together again .. just yes I sent a kiss and I saw that he wrote ... "Yes nooo, you know that I have now finished 7th grade, and I am moving to another school, which is in another city, respectively .. after 1 month I am leaving, and there is no see you more, we can only have a drink on skype ... but i don't want that kind of relationship.I'm sorry and i still love you., after these words he wrote on his profile "ne Mi pi6ete dewa liubovta..dewa jivota ,, i 6ibanotto daskalo pak si4ko precaka" from these words I realized that it hurts him a lot that we will not be together .. and I felt sick. But it hurts me too, I forgot it once ... but I don't know how, love flared up again, and now I can't put it out ...; (Please help, we're holding on to him. BUT we're just friends and we both really want, something much more than a friendship.Please advice, help ... I have the feeling that without his love..I am not myself !!; (PS I know that many here will say that I am small and the like ... but I really love him, I know that he is not the only one and that I will meet many others..but it is not easy for me; ( that we won't be together ... and I got sick. But it hurts me too, I forgot it once ... but I don't know how, love flared up again, and now I can't put it out ...; (Please help, we're holding on to him. BUT we're just friends and we both really want, something much more than a friendship.Please advice, help ... I have the feeling that without his love..I am not myself !!; (PS I know that many here will say that I am small and the like ... but I really love him, I know that he is not the only one and that I will meet many others..but it is not easy for me; ( that we won't be together ... and I got sick. But it hurts me too, I forgot it once ... but I don't know how, love flared up again, and now I can't put it out ...; (Please help, we're holding on to him. BUT we're just friends and we both really want to, something much more than a friendship.Please advice, help ... I have the feeling that without his love..I am not myself !!; (PS I know that many here will say that I am small and the like ... but I really love him, I know that he is not the only one and that I will meet many others..but it is not easy for me; ( I am not myself !! ; (PS I know that a lot here, they will say that I am small and the like ... but I really love him, I know that he is not the only one and that I will meet many others..but it is not easy for me; ( I am not myself !! ; (PS I know a lot here, they will say that I am small and the like ... but I really love him, I know that he is not the only one and that I will meet many others..but it is not easy for me; (

Last Updated
October 04, 2020
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