When Love Leaves

   The fact that sometimes we can't do the right thing doesn't change the characteristics of love, it remains the most meaningful thing. I always see light, and if love is real, how exactly does one go through it? If you are forced to continue, you just do it.

   There is no love, only interests, what they look like, what you have and what you can offer ... there comes a moment when the other person gets tired of what you are offering and starts looking elsewhere. If you will be the kindest, the most understanding, the most and the most ... you will still be abandoned at a certain moment. People like you need to become people like you so they don't suffer and look for reasons.

   Off you overdo the whining.

   Thank you for the wonderful description! I feel exactly in this perfectly described way. It is interesting for me to see the comments. When some time passes I will join again, I hope I found happiness.

   Hello author, don't wait for many comments to be written to you, because your story, or more precisely the feelings you pour out, are real, but no one will understand them. Look now, if you had written about how you slept with your brother's wife or how many times you cheated, you would have received far more interest. Like you, I have asked myself many times and I have come to a conclusion. There are two types of people, one is the one who loves and the other is the one who allows to be loved. Some are those who feel, and others are those who think. I tried to be like the others, but I didn't achieve anything. Fate does not wait for her to send you the person assigned to you, he is not there. She does the balance, in short, as long as you're emotional, I don't think you'll find someone like you. It's just the cold in every relationship one is fucked and there is no real love. It's real when they love each other equally,

   How do I continue? Years go by every time. I create a routine. Coffee every morning at 9 for example. Shower every night at 10 p.m. Routine brings you back to reality. Find a simple job. Something to do without any stress ... from those low-paid people who work with their hands. Mental health is more important than money. Put something lively and energetic on the spotifya, not depressing. Paint, if you can - it helps incredibly, if not - sew tapestries, learn how to make cakes ... things like that. The vacuum remains, but focusing on your happiness is a top priority.