What To Do?-adakyra

The Story

Hello! I would like to share. There was a girl who was my best friend. About a year passed and we quarreled. We broke up. However, I love her very much and after our quarrel I had stopped eating and sleeping. I started cutting and harming my health. I don't want to do things like that, but I couldn't live like that. I am constantly sad and depressed. I often cry and I don't stop thinking about her. But now things have changed. After we quarreled, she forgot about me. No he cares and recently caused a scandal and I think he already hates me. I don't want to experience all these feelings that I felt while we were separated. I don't want to feel anything for her and I behave the same way she treats me, but it hurts a hell of a lot because I still love her. I want everything to stop, but what can I do? I keep telling myself that I don't love her, that I don't want her, but it's not like that! Too many people tell me that everything I do is not worth it. Is that correct? Would I always? it even helped her hate me. In the coming days we are not even 'hello' because he hates me anymore. What to do, please help me!

Last Updated
October 19, 2020
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adakyra

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