I don't even know how to start ... Let's say my name is Christian (22 years old). I met a boy with whom we have a common past, common acquaintances, common worries and stories, but we did not know each other personally. We met at the end of last year and started writing to each other every day, to hear each other, to share. It is as if we have found our kindred souls in each other. We have a lot of acquaintances and friends, we got along very well ... We felt that there was some attraction between us and on the third or fourth month we slept ... Everything was wonderful, passion, hugs, kisses, we fulfilled almost all sexual desires. Until in the morning we realized that this was not for us. We enjoyed what we did, simply because we both needed to try it. There was a lot of attraction between us during those months, but after those two days together, he changed for me. He stopped being jealous of me, he stopped wanting to talk to us because we don't live in the same city and that killed me even more.
We talked a lot about it after that, he needed time to realize what was in his head, me too. But it hurt me that he backed away from me back then. And this topic was rotting in me, at the thought that I could not share such a thing with anyone! And now we are friends, we see each other, we hear each other. He even told me a few days ago that I was his best friend. I asked him if he had tried other boys after me, but he denied, he didn't want to cause him that guilt in him again. But then he admitted to me that he wrote to some guys on social networks, again sexual things, but just "scratching" his tongue, he would not do anything with them in his words. The thing is, I'm jealous, knowing how this man took care of me, knowing how he behaved before, how he took care of me to be well purely friendly, it just stopped!
And I don't really know what to do? Our friendship at the moment is great, normal, everything is great, after many conversations we agreed, but this thought of mine that you would sleep with someone else and he would like more, does not go out of my mind. I don't want to be forgotten, I don't want to be just a friend! I will hope you have only serious comments and really give me the right advice! Thank you! I will hope you have only serious comments and really give me the right advice! Thank you! I will hope you have only serious comments and really give me the right advice! Thank you!