Hello! So, about a month ago, I ended a toxic relationship. No one has cheated on anyone. I experienced it very hard and I still experience it, but every day is better than the previous one. My emotions change constantly, I feel sad for a few hours, but then I become a positive and productive person again. On the topic: What really are healthy relationships? I have not had such until now, I have not received respect, I have not received help and sympathy .. I just want you to tell me in the smallest detail what it is. I'm sure it's amazing and I'm looking forward to the day when I will feel the same way, but at this stage I can only dream about it, and I do. I have not embarked on a frantic search for a new partner, I think I have to heal myself first. Another thing ... my sex is a sick topic. If I think about sex and the person I've been with pops up in my head ... I guess you can guess that the spiral of sadness starts from there. Will this pass with time? Somehow I'm sick and I can't talk about sex with another man.