What Next ...

The Story

Hello, dear readers! It happened to me that maybe this is the place where I will be able to get the best advice on my complex issue related to my current relationship ... 4 months and a while ago I started a relationship with a great guy. Interestingly, this is exactly what I was looking for. It turned out that it exists and I even like it. He is from my hometown, but has been living in another, bigger one for 6-7 years. When he returned to his grandmother, we saw each other, but nothing more. He is one year younger than me. I'm already a student, he's graduating now. I live in Sq. He is 100 km away from me, but we manage to see each other every day. I've dated other guys, but ... he's my first. I to him too, at the same time strange and very cool;) And we are the first not only in this ... for the first time we say "I love you". And you will judge for yourself that if something happens and we separate, it will be difficult to recover. The thing is that in the autumn he goes to the other side of Bulgaria, he wants to settle there ... and I don't seem to have a place with him. He didn't tell me directly, but I feel it and it hurts a lot, because believe me, I'm doing my best for this relationship, and I will continue to do so. He is still young and he just wants to try everything, to make a living, to be with many more girls ... I doubt he will stay only with me, and he said it himself. He tells me that it is not known until then what will happen and what we will think ... but he seems to be saying it just so that I don't suffocate, because I often do. Do I remember that after the summer everything ends - I start crying. I want to concentrate on the present good moment, and not think about the future, but I fail. I will be happy for you to help me ... Should I continue the relationship or end it now, to hurt a little Is it worth sacrificing, even if the end is nasty? ... Thank you in advance :)

Last Updated
October 29, 2020
Author:
kevpontanna

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