We met HIM there. It all started with my nickname. Another Golightly I meant, another — he. We started writing emails every day. From general tales, to the deepest confessions and confessions of the soul ... We liked each other like no one else! It was the "Prince" of fairy tales for me ... It sounds ugly because I'm married. He is also married. We exchanged phone numbers and some conversations started - 8 hours a day! And we didn't have enough !! We decided to meet in a small town that fell right in the middle of the distance that separated the cities in which we lived. I arrived 2-3 minutes before him. I was shaking all over. He saw me in the distance, turned off the car in the middle of the road, and ran toward me. He hugged me and cried. For about 5 minutes we stood like that ... hugged, cried and speechless. "-I love you!" - he said "I love you too" -I wanted to scream! .. I didn't say anything..I swallowed dry and pressed him even harder to myself. The town was small - there was only one cafe full of grandparents playing backgammon or cards and a huge billiard club full of children no older than 16. We sat there. We looked at each other without being able to get enough of each other. And it was sad because we lived something we both knew had no future. If we had met two years earlier, everything would have been different. The hours passed ... we drank our coffees and walked along the beach. The hour of parting came, and each went his own way to his prosaic life. "I know, he told me on the phone the next day that something would happen and we would be together someday ... forever ... I want you to give birth to my children." I changed the subject because I was realistic. And so the days passed. Endless phone calls and emails. I was once sent on a business trip to his city. We saw each other again..and my world became even more beautiful..but it was in a matter of hours. The Christmas and New Year holidays were coming. Just thinking I wouldn't talk on the phone for more than 10 days ruined me. My world was collapsing! However, I endured! When we heard each other again, I roared like a donkey. So 2-3 days passed. In our next conversation, I felt that he was somehow different, sadder. "-I don't know which is stronger, he told me-the joy that I have you in my life or the pain that you are not by my side every day, that I can't wake up in the morning next to you..I can't stand it .." I fell in panic..it was the beginning of the end .. And we had so many things to live together..we had never made love..we had never slept in each other's arms..we hadn't walked carefree..I hadn't told him how much I love him! I made it easier, however ... I sent him an email. I was very depressed, I lost 10 kilograms and 10 years of my life. But I wanted him to be happy. I didn't want him to be tormented by thoughts about me, about us, about our future ... And it's Christmas again ... a whole year has passed, which for me was equal to at least 10 ... and I miss him, and I want him, and I suffer. I want so much to be SO loved .. I will not ask how to forget it, because I do not want to forget it, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT! I wrote the story simply because I never shared it with anyone. This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is will the pain ever dull ? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I do not think about you! H. Golightly I was very depressed, I lost 10 kilograms and 10 years of my life. But I wanted him to be happy. I didn't want him to be tormented by thoughts about me, about us, about our future ... And it's Christmas again ... a whole year has passed, which for me was equal to at least 10 ... and I miss him, and I want him, and I suffer. I want so much to be SO loved .. I will not ask how to forget it, because I do not want to forget it, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT! I wrote the story simply because I never shared it with anyone. This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I do not think about you! H. Golightly I was very depressed, I lost 10 kilograms and 10 years of my life. But I wanted him to be happy. I didn't want him to be tormented by thoughts about me, about us, about our future ... And it's Christmas again ... a whole year has passed, which for me was equal to at least 10 ... and I miss him, and I want him, and I suffer. I want so much to be SO loved .. I will not ask how to forget it, because I do not want to forget it, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT! I wrote the story simply because I never shared it with anyone. This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I don't think about you! H. Golightly And it's Christmas again..a whole year has passed, which for me was equal to at least .. and I miss it, and I want it, and I suffer .. I want so much to be SO loved .. I will not ask how to forget it, because I don't want to forget it, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT! I wrote the story simply because I never shared it with anyone. This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I do not think about you! H. Golightly It's Christmas again..a whole year has passed, which for me was equal to at least .. and I miss it, and I want it, and I suffer .. I want so much to be SO loved .. I will not ask how to forget it, because I don't want to forget it, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT! I wrote the story simply because I never shared it with anyone. This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I do not think about you! H. Golightly This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I don't think about you! H. Golightly This is my sin and my joy! I'm glad I loved and was loved! The only thing I wonder is, will the pain ever dull ?? Dear A., I will always love you and there is not a day that I do not think about you! H. Golightly
What magnificent love, how much suffering ...! Why haven't you reunited after all you've been through. It is true that you are both married, but what, everyone has the right to be happy. Love like yours is rare. Whether or not you were going to hurt someone, you have to get together, to experience all the dream moments. It's not better now, is it? You live with the thought of him, of his hugs and kisses. If your feelings for him have not yet subsided, if he feels the same way about you, drop everything and be together. So at least you will get the happiness you both deserve. SFA
Dear author, I have experienced something similar. "Accidental", but in fact a fateful meeting ... Burning love, love to tears, to suffering. Thousands of kilometers between us ... This love is not realized anyway - that's what I decided, judging by his character traits. But I still have the great memory of a burning passion. I would say unearthly .... My advice is - if it's worth it, if he doesn't have children yet, to be together, but only if you're sure it's Him and no one else. I wish you to find the way to Happiness, if you think that it leads to Him! And if he wants the same, of course! (By the way, read a shocking story from the Rosalie website - "I'm guilty, my soul is crying" to make sure that happiness loves the brave). Whatever you decide, know that if nothing else, the memory of something Great remains, and this is not a small thing, believe me! From Experienced the same.
God, how beautifully you wrote everything about your love! I cried as I read. How few people have the courage to be as honest as you are in love - to hurt yourself and not your loved ones ... I don't know if it's worth it. Why did you leave true love?
Hello! First I want to congratulate everyone on the new year 2009 and wish a lot of health, happiness and love !! I also want to thank you for the kind comments! Reading them, I do not feel so alone in my tragedy! №3, for myself I made the decision to keep the memory of my Great, Burning Love! I am married to a gorgeous man who obviously loves me more than I love him. For me and my ethical and moral norms, it is unacceptable to cause pain to someone with whom I have decided to be alone. I can't play with people, I can't be selfish! Anyway, I don't have any special complaints about my marriage .. I just don't have passion, I'm not in love with my husband .. I love him, but just as my friend and companion in life .. I miss THAT love !! I miss going crazy !! №4, you ask if it's all worth it .. and what does it cost to accumulate misery in the people around you? And this, conscience? I don't know how happy I can be, on the "back" of someone's misfortune. Or I may be mistaken ... I don't know and I will hardly ever understand, but every day, secretly, somewhere not very deep in my mind, a "what if ...?" Thank you! H. Golightly (the author)
From number 3. I can't believe ... I have the feeling that I wrote your second comment. When That Love happened to me, the same thoughts, the same feelings tore me apart every day. For debt, for selfishness, for the power of feelings ... I completely recognized myself in your story, now in your comment. I have more to tell you - so if you want, write to me at: [email protected]
The bird lands once on the shoulder! For all of us the end is one, we all go to one place - to the afterlife. But before we go there, we decide for ourselves how to live our lives. Pretending to be honest and moralistic will not make us happy, and don't you think that's the purpose of life - to be happy before we go.
To the author: it is true that we cannot be happy at the expense of someone else. But we don't have to sit with one person just because we married him ... the person isn't and can't be someone's property ... You've decided to stay with your husband, all right. This is your decision. You could have decided something else: to leave your husband and go to the other. This is not wrong and immoral. People meet and separate ... the question is not that, the question is whether HE would do it ... whether he would leave his wife for you? Yes, if it is great love, why doesn't he part with his wife, and you - with your husband and get together? That would be fair and honest ... otherwise what? We sacrificed our love for what ?! So that no one is hurt, and so we are all hurt. About comment 7: I think so too. Nothing is more important than being happy. Of course, we don't want anyone else to be unhappy, but that doesn't mean we aren't happy ourselves. Yes, they all love us very much. But when it comes to leaving their wife - no, I'm sorry ... I don't know your man, I can't judge ... it may not be so ... but, hardly.
Well, he left her ... and he's looking for me, and he wants me, and I ... I don't know what to do! I miss him to the point of pain, but I have quite serious health problems and I can't get rid of them. And I am powerless myself ... I have never been happier in my life! Thank you for still reading my story and writing to me. H. Golightly
Okay then, what's the problem? Why don't you go to him if you love him, if he loves you too? But you had health problems, who doesn't have them? who was not born, he ... you will not be alone, you will solve the problems together ... I raised my daughter alone, now she is 24 years old, I had no one, and I don't have ... and you have a person who wants to be with you, and you wonder ... don't you trust him, or what? If you want to write, how things are going ... I don't know what to tell you, ask your heart, only it knows the right answer, not the mind ... and I don't want to mislead you, I only wish you the best
I will write only one and I hope you understand my message from him: "Coincidence is a meeting of at least two needs" :)
Golightly, I'm number 3. How did things go for you?
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It made me cry .... this feeling ... this thrill with which you wrote it .. it's great. Don't be sad. You don't deserve it. Be happy and without him I'm sure you can. Happy holidays and lots of love!