We've Been Apart For A Few Years, And There's Still A Thrill ... And What A Thrill!

The Story

Hello! I finally understood what it was like to truly love someone, but unfortunately - unhappily. I've had a lot of connections, many of them superficial, and I've always looked for the person with a capital "H". Well, I finally found her, but it seemed a little late. Below I will mention her as "Her" and "She". The incident is as follows. I am 35 years old. I met her in 2002, along with my work. I felt that there was something between us, there was a thrill, and what a thrill! She somehow showed it, there was something like a friendship between us. Maybe we were both too busy, our daily lives were quite busy. Then I heard from here - from there that she liked me. Before I decided to take any step towards her, she went with another, also an acquaintance, and after a while they broke up, apparently deciding that they were not for each other. This thing somehow made me pull away. In the meantime, I met another girl, whom I have been married to for 5 years, but things did not go well with her. Just a dissimilarity of characters. I waited five years, but eventually I realized that there was nothing between us, we were just used to living together, something like roommates. There is no love, there is only a gray everyday life. I don't have children from my partner. In 2005, we had a business party over the Christmas holidays, and she was there. I remember it was Friday, my week was very hard, and I had had a drink in the evening. All of a sudden, she sat down next to me, and we must have talked for two or three hours. He asked me why I was in such a hurry to get married, and told me that I was sorry I got married. We talked about many things, we honestly said that we have a thrill for each other, we even held hands. In the evening I drove her to them, and before she left, we kissed quite passionately. When I called her the next day, she explained that if I was ever free, I would call her, but at this stage we were not allowed to see each other because I was married, that family was something valuable to her, and the like. I tried to talk to her several times, but to no avail. We drove it the old-fashioned way, we saw each other at work once or twice a month, but the thrill didn't go away. Always seeing her, I was looking for a way to talk to her, to call her, to meet her gaze. About two months ago I met Her again, and something in me shuddered. The same thrill, the same good feeling. He was smiling as usual, radiating radiance. We greeted each other. I was so pleased to see her. We exchanged a few text messages in which I insisted on seeing each other, and she initially told me, that it didn't make sense that I was married. But in the end he agreed. We went out a few times. These were unforgettable meetings for me. We liked each other so much as characters, we had such a good time together that in the end I had the feeling that She was the person I had been waiting for all my life. We made a few trips out of town over the weekend, I took her to wonderfully beautiful places. Such incredible romance, such real words, such passionate kisses, as if we lived our last days, as if we loved for the first time! I will never forget these meetings! All the time I had the feeling that I had lived with Her, that we had known each other for a long time, that I could share everything with her without worrying. I fell head over heels in love! In the meantime, I was looking for an occasion to break up with my partner, to put things on her side, and the fact that I wanted a divorce, without, of course, talking about her. And she said that it was not good for both of us, we are known in the city, to see us together, both her and my reputation would suffer. I didn't really care about that - sooner or later someone would still notice us, the city is small, it would be heard immediately. Anyway, no matter how much we hid, when I sent it to myself after the last meeting, our mutual acquaintance really saw us. This worried her a lot. She told me that we really should stop seeing each other, which I didn't agree with, but she had already decided. Two days later I sent her a bouquet of 11 roses, with a card attached in which I wrote that I loved her. And suddenly - a new surprise! About a week ago, my wife said she was pregnant by me! We tried to conceive for five years, but to no avail, and here it is. Just when I was already looking for a way and I was determined to separate. Now I do not know how to feel - on the one hand I will have a child, which makes me very happy. On the other hand, it will be another obstacle to be with Her. Of course, I told the news to her too. At first she didn't know how to react, but after a few days she texted me, telling me that I should be smiling and happy because I would become a father, she wished me a high fighting spirit, and to look only ahead. Accordingly, I replied that I miss her a lot and I will miss her, and she can always, on any occasion and at any time, count on my friendship. But I know I will never forget her! At the moment my soul hurts, I want to do something about it to be with her, but I don't know what. Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! On the other hand, it will be another obstacle to be with Her. Of course, I told the news to her too. At first she didn't know how to react, but after a few days she texted me, telling me that I should be smiling and happy because I would become a father, she wished me a high fighting spirit, and to look only ahead. Accordingly, I replied that I miss her a lot and I will miss her, and she can always, on any occasion and at any time, count on my friendship. But I know I will never forget her! At the moment my soul hurts, I want to do something about it to be with her, but I don't know what. Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! On the other hand, it will be another obstacle to be with Her. Of course, I told the news to her too. At first she didn't know how to react, but after a few days she texted me, telling me that I should be smiling and happy because I would become a father, she wished me a high fighting spirit, and to look only ahead. Accordingly, I replied that I miss her a lot and I will miss her, and she can always, on any occasion and at any time, count on my friendship. But I know I will never forget her! At the moment my soul hurts, I want to do something about it to be with her, but I don't know what. Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! that I should be smiling and happy, because I will become a father, he wished me a high fighting spirit, and to look only forward. Accordingly, I replied that I miss her a lot and I will miss her, and she can always, on any occasion and at any time, count on my friendship. But I know I will never forget her! At the moment my soul hurts, I want to do something about it to be with her, but I don't know what. Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! that I should be smiling and happy, because I will become a father, he wished me a high fighting spirit, and to look only forward. Accordingly, I replied that I miss her a lot and I will miss her, and she can always, on any occasion and at any time, count on my friendship. But I know I will never forget her! At the moment my soul hurts, I want to do something about it to be with her, but I don't know what. Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice! Myra does not give me the thought of parting with the man I have been looking for so long. Please give me advice!

Last Updated
October 21, 2020
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