We're Grinding Our Consciences! What Am I Going To Do?

The Story

25 years old. I've been a girl for five years. I'm in a relationship with a lovely boy, which is everything to me. About a year ago. and a half, I made a terrible mistake that weighed heavily on me. I'll be brief. I went to university, but there was a classmate who was hitting on me from the beginning. We became "supposed" friends, but things went badly, he was waiting for a good time to touch me, I dated him, it was all this during training.... there was nothing he just hugged me and kissed me twice. I couldn't tell him. He believed me, not the people. but it's very tormenting to me. I wanted to stop, do it, but I couldn't, and I ended up moving just to stop. Please don't attack me, give me advice on how to do it with him and myself. I really love him, and I can't lose him, after two-three months it's our wedding, it's been 1 year. half of that time, but it doesn't give me peace. Thank you all!! It's been a hell of a lot for me, and I've never been fighting with my boyfriend, if I do something, I feel guilty and it's ruining me, I've never done that. AND I WILL NEVER REPEAT IT!! Tell me how to figure out how to proceed!! Thank you all!!

Last Updated
June 01, 2020
Author:
gweenblack

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