Hello ... I am 15 years old and I am struggling with anorexia. As everyone knows, such people are starving. Me too. Our people saw him and took my hands. I started going to a psychologist and a nutritionist. I am 155 tall and my lowest weight was 36. 5. I was on a regimen until May and things were fine, but my mother and I had to go to Vietnam from early May to mid-July. I have problems with overeating. I feel heavy after almost every meal. I really eat a lot, not because my stomach has shrunk. There were days when I could swallow the fridge and I did. And if it's the ones where I ran to the store to buy everything I wanted and eat it all by myself. At first, I vomited, but now I don't dare. I'm scared.
I share everything with my mother. She is by my side and supports me, but as a mother, all she wants is to eat and she doesn't tell me anything about it, although I asked her if she saw that I was eating too much to tell me.
She keeps saying I eat normally. And yet I eat a lot ... I have gained weight. There is no scale, but I see myself. I feel it. Mom says I'm not over 40 pounds, but I just can't believe it ... my jeans, which were wide at the moment, fit me super tight and I don't like them at all. And they were my favorites ... I really don't know what to do with this whole story. I can't accept myself. I wrote to my nutritionist, but he told me to enjoy my trip because weight is the smallest problem and that if I don't feel well I will lose it when I come back. Still, I gain weight and eat a lot. All kinds of food. Sweet, fried, pasta ... all kinds. And I constantly feel bad ... Can anyone share if they have experience with something like that? Or to express an opinion?
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