We Quarreled, I Went To A Party And Someone Cheered Me Up

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Hi, I'm a woman / girl in my 20s (I feel something in the middle right now). My friend is 4 years older than me and I care about him a lot. He is kind and caring, travels a lot every weekend to see me. When I ask him something, he always does it, he tries to please me. For example, I was hungry that day, I had no food and it was very cold and he tried to order me pizza. When I tell him I need something, he thinks of a way to get it. When he is next to me I sleep very peacefully and everything is fine. However, there is one big BUT. At times I feel sad and he is not able to understand me and make an effort to make me smile. Sometimes he doesn't even seem to like me and does everything because that's how he was brought up. He told me that he thought I was spoiled, that I was always complaining, exaggerating, and still tired. Maybe he's right to some extent, but when one does not feel well, a little understanding would do much more work. If I tell him I want to break up he will agree that we don't get along, if I tell him I want to make an effort to be together, he will keep telling me how much he loves me and how I am the most important person in his life. I just need someone who is sure he wants me in his life. We quarreled with him and then he went out and I went out, I was at a house party, I drank wine and I socialized. At least three boys spoke to me and two of them were really intelligent and funny, they had a terribly rich general culture, knowledge and opinion about different things and I felt inner satisfaction that I could discuss different topics and I was liked and courted. My friend doesn't know many things and when I try to tell him something, to give him some advice, he gets nervous and reacts very negatively. For example, I recently told him that he could get a certificate that would be useful for his job. Accordingly, he got nervous and told me that he knew better than me, was independent and did not like to be given a mind. I hold on to him, I know that I myself am not an easy character, he was really patient, he makes an effort, but at the same time this big BUT worries me ... Do you think we have a chance and if so, how to overcome these differences? Do I accept things, or does he have to do something about it? Thanks. but at the same time this big BUT worries me ... Do you think we have a chance and if so, how to overcome these differences? Do I accept things, or does he have to do something about it? Thanks. but at the same time this big BUT worries me ... Do you think we have a chance and if so, how to overcome these differences? Do I accept things, or does he have to do something about it? Thanks.

Last Updated
September 12, 2020
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sportygirlxs

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