I liked a boy of 4 years after which I started to feel (and still feel) a feeling that I have never felt, but unfortunately this love is unrequited! This is an indescribable feeling I had for a boy (he had brown eyes). We are with him in a school from friends, I realized that he likes me, after a while he offered me to become boyfriends (we were only for 1 month, but he was as shy as me). The bad thing was that my best friend was in love with him. This tormented me, and perhaps to some extent things did not work out because of my guilt. I later found out that he had talked to my girlfriend and told her I was quoting "If she had said earlier that you like me things would have been different" it shocked me! He didn't have the courage to tell me he wanted us to break up and made his best friend do it (it made me even sicker). After our separation, he immediately explained his love for my girlfriend and offered her, but in order not to hurt me, she refused (then I was even more sorry that I caused this). After thinking for a long time, I decided that it was not worth suffering for him, but every time I saw him something in me trembled, but when I heard that he was kissing my girlfriend (not very close) while we were together I became jealous. When I see him I want to hug him but I know it's impossible! One day I will fall in love with the right person but I will never forget my first love and I will never feel the same strong love for him !!! After our separation, he immediately explained his love for my girlfriend and offered her, but in order not to hurt me, she refused (then I was even more sorry that I caused this). After thinking for a long time, I decided that it was not worth suffering for him, but every time I saw him something in me trembled, but when I heard that he was kissing my girlfriend (not very close) while we were together I began to be jealous. When I see him I want to hug him but I know it's impossible! One day I will fall in love with the right person but I will never forget my first love and I will never feel the same strong love for him !!! After our separation, he immediately explained his love for my girlfriend and offered her, but in order not to hurt me, she refused (then I was even more sorry that I caused this). After thinking for a long time, I decided that it was not worth suffering for him, but every time I saw him something in me trembled, but when I heard that he was kissing my girlfriend (not very close) while we were together I began to be jealous. When I see him I want to hug him but I know it's impossible! One day I will fall in love with the right person but I will never forget my first love and I will never feel the same strong love for him !!! but when I heard that he was kissing my girlfriend (not very close) while we were together I became jealous. When I see him I want to hug him but I know it's impossible! One day I will fall in love with the right person but I will never forget my first love and I will never feel the same strong love for him !!! but when I heard that he was kissing my girlfriend (not very close) while we were together I became jealous. When I see him I want to hug him but I know it's impossible! One day I will fall in love with the right person but I will never forget my first love and I will never feel the same strong love for him !!!
1 emmylouxox answered
You calmly think now that you will not forget it. Give yourself time, you will find a person you will fall in love with and this will only remain a memory :)