Two Men

The Story

Hello, I have had a problem for some time, which worries me a lot and interferes with my normal lifestyle. The story is this I have a friend for almost 4 years in the beginning everything was great, but gradually things changed on my part .. I have very strong feelings for a person with whom our relationship was only sexual for several years. Ever since I stopped feeling the thrill of my current boyfriend, I've been constantly thinking about the other, every song, every love movie, everything reminds me of him, when I go out with friends to drink, I want to look for him. At one point I cheated on my friend with him and told him he was very angry but forgave me, since then I think even more about him. He's not who knows what, he's not good in bed, but I just can't get it out of my head, from time to time he remembers me, he writes to me, when he's drunk he wants to see me, but everything stops there, we see each other in 4 5 months we do it and we seem to forget but it doesn't work, someone is always looking for the other. I have the feeling that I will never forget it and I want to ask how to act. Every time I am with him I am very happy and the next day I die of grief due to a guilty conscience. I don't want advice like tell him you love him and get together because I told him and he obviously doesn't want a serious relationship. Tell me why I can't forget him, why I cheat when I love my friend, why I connect everything with him ? How can I stay alone and wait for him to ask for a serious relationship or not take a risk? I don't know what to do and I am constantly tormented. Every time I am with him I am very happy and the next day I die of grief due to a guilty conscience. I don't want advice like tell him you love him and get together because I told him and he obviously doesn't want a serious relationship. Tell me why I can't forget him, why I cheat when I love my friend, why I connect everything with him ?? How can I stay alone and wait for him to ask for a serious relationship or not take a risk? I don't know what to do and I am constantly tormented. Every time I am with him I am very happy and the next day I die of grief due to a guilty conscience. I don't want advice like tell him you love him and get together because I told him and he obviously doesn't want a serious relationship. Tell me why I can't forget him, why I cheat when I love my friend, why I connect everything with him ?? How can I stay alone and wait for him to ask for a serious relationship or not take a risk? I don't know what to do and I am constantly tormented. why do i associate everything with it ?? How can I stay alone and wait for him to ask for a serious relationship or not take a risk? I don't know what to do and I am constantly tormented. why do i associate everything with it ?? How can I stay alone and wait for him to ask for a serious relationship or not take a risk? I don't know what to do and I am constantly tormented.

Last Updated
November 08, 2020
Author:
longblk239

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