Total Confusion

The Story

Hello! I want to share my story, I don't know if I just want to pour out my soul or get advice. That's how things work. I caught up with a boy, supposedly perfect, we were together for a long time, but you know, everyone is good until you meet him. Although he should be a responsible adult, his thinking is still like that of a small child. I love him very much, still, but it just burdened me more than it made me happy. Only quarrels over nonsense, he didn't even want to have sex, something was always justified. And judging by the opinion of the men around me, I don't like to brag, but I also look good. Friends to whom I have shared these things have been holding each other's heads, "how can he have such a chick next to him and not treat her as he deserves." I started working at a local restaurant. His relative is a colleague of mine. I went there with the thought that she would train and prepare me, protect and encourage me, but I was clearly wrong. I have a colleague who is, to put it mildly, quite nice. But I am a loyal person and I would not cheat. We met the person in question, several times we just talked about common things when I was on a shift with her. She obviously noticed that I had paid attention to him and thought it good to go and tell my friend that I was dealing with the colleague, that I was hanging around him, even that I had given him blowjobs and a bunch of other nonsense. He dumped me accordingly, thinking I was cheating. Okay, I'm tired of this nonsense anyway, what normal sensible old man would dump his serious girlfriend for rumors? Does not matter. I'm dumb, but after a long relationship there are a lot of memories and so on. I called him because we couldn't see each other, and he probably wouldn't agree to try to fix things, but it didn't work out. Therefore, I needed another male figure to pay attention to me. I chose the colleague. I had no intentions, I just wanted to meet, he's a good boy, good and sensible. I just decided to act when I realized that maybe he was paying attention to me because I was new and all these intrigues were to test me and I stopped writing to him. He was gone for a while, when he returned I had already learned some interesting rumors about me and him and decided to share them with him. We talked, we started writing to each other and things would happen there, I realized that I was late. He is dealing with another colleague of mine. As the circumstances progressed, I became desperate and depressed. As a result, on a calm, cool evening, I decide to write to an even older friend of mine, who suddenly stopped writing to me and then I saw him with another at the disco. The past is gone. To the surprise of not many people, he answered me. And we started writing to each other. Who is how, what he does, where he works, what he does and so on. He wrote me that he wanted to sleep because he was at work in the morning, I wrote him goodnight, he replied with the same and a kiss followed. I'm a little confused, a new job, I'm breaking up with my ex, the confusion with my colleagues, now he's sending kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. The past is gone. To the surprise of not many people, he answered me. And we started writing to each other. Who is how, what he does, where he works, what he does and so on. He wrote me that he wanted to sleep because he was at work in the morning, I wrote him goodnight, he replied with the same and a kiss followed. I'm a little confused, a new job, I'm breaking up with my ex, the confusion with my colleagues, now he's sending kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. The past is gone. To the surprise of not many people, he answered me. And we started writing to each other. Who is how, what he does, where he works, what he does and so on. He wrote me that he wanted to sleep because he was at work in the morning, I wrote him goodnight, he replied with the same and a kiss followed. I'm a little confused, a new job, I'm breaking up with my ex, the confusion with my colleagues, now he's sending kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. where he works, what he does and so on. He wrote me that he wanted to sleep because he was at work in the morning, I wrote him goodnight, he replied with the same and a kiss followed. I'm a little confused, a new job, I'm breaking up with my ex, the confusion with my colleagues, now he's sending kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. where he works, what he does and so on. He wrote me that he wanted to sleep because he was at work in the morning, I wrote him goodnight, he replied with the same and a kiss followed. I'm a little confused, a new job, I'm breaking up with my ex, the confusion with my colleagues, now he's sending kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. confusion with colleagues, now he sends kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over. confusion with colleagues, now he sends kisses to my ex, and I know he won't do it just like that. I'm really confused. I don't even know what to ask, just someone to help me with something, because I don't know what to do. I know you're going to say I'm not dealing with my ex and so on, but I have no serious intentions, I'm still disappointed with the last relationship, but I don't mind starting over.

Last Updated
August 21, 2020
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