I am a girl, 19. I dreamed of a boy of 3 years, I do not live in Bulgaria. When I came back and he was free I had a boyfriend, when I was looking for him he was not free, and if I had the opportunity to be with him, I knew he had no feelings and I gave up. I didn't want to be with someone who would probably show off to everyone later that I was with him and wouldn't give me anything more than sex. But he also said: "what more do you want from me, because you are not even in Bulgaria. You come for a while, then you fly out and you are constantly surrounded by many men" and he was right. But even if I had a boyfriend, I always jumped for joy if he wrote to me, or just seeing his name on Facebook and staring at the screen as if Matt Pokora was there. You know ... until you see what you've always wanted, it will pick you up for the rest of your life and make you ask yourself questions like: what would happen if .. And so .. the moment came, the hour came, etc. I was naked in his bed, the boy did a lot of work, but I couldn't finish. And in fact, I've never been able to vaginally, but he was surprised and asked me, "Isn't it over at least once" Clit ends much easier, but it turned out that if the boy was very good at sex, then the blowjob turned out to be a tragedy. I couldn't finish the first time. I didn't want to simulate an orgasm, and he was sitting there wondering what was wrong with me. At the 20th minute he said: "I have to rest, my tongue is already numb". We stopped, gave him a blowjob, told me it would end, but for the first time my boyfriend said it 30 seconds before the end, and I didn't want it in my mouth, maybe in time I would want to, but now it gives me no pleasure, on the contrary. I started beating his check, but he caught himself ... in the end, if he had to finish on his own, it was awkward. In the end, he was last in my hands and finished on me, kissed me, but he may have been disappointed, considering how our classmates talk about royal whistles. In the morning he wanted sex again, he started, put his fingers in, etc. but I stopped, I didn't want it. So, maybe the boy won't call me again because I'm not taken out of a porn movie, or maybe I don't have the necessary experience, etc ... I don't know if it should be a consolation that at least I had it after 3 years of searching, but I'm sick !!! but he may have been disappointed, considering how our classmates also talk about royal whistles. In the morning he wanted sex again, he started, put his fingers in, etc. but I stopped, I didn't want it. So, maybe the boy won't call me again because I'm not taken out of a porn movie, or maybe I don't have the necessary experience, etc ... I don't know if it should be a consolation that at least I had it after 3 years of searching, but I'm sick !!! but he may have been disappointed, considering how our classmates also talk about royal whistles. In the morning he wanted sex again, he started, put his fingers in, etc. but I stopped, I didn't want it. So, maybe the boy won't call me again because I'm not taken out of a porn movie, or maybe I don't have the necessary experience, etc ... I don't know if it should be a consolation that at least I had it after 3 years of searching, but I'm sick !!!
1 sajri answered
You are young. Yes, I have your problems.