Hello everyone! ... A person accumulates experiences and events and at one point he gets more ... I read various stories and decided that I should pour out the pain ... and I should share the experience of my 17 years .. .. And so .... After 7th grade I was admitted to High School ... There I met many new people ... People who are still with me to this day (for which I am infinitely grateful). Everyone knows what it's like to enter a new school with bigger khakis and batkovtsi than you - great spec ... The first term has passed - I broke a little ... I got used to it ... I liked the new teacher ... The first day of school I saw a boy who I liked very much .... I got up, went to bed thinking about him ... I went to school because I knew I would see him. I noticed that he liked me too, because he always smiled at me in the corridors, and yet he was the most liked boy in the teacher. Noooo I never had the courage to meet him, and he was 12th grade ... and therefore finished ... Summer came and I never saw "my boy" again. Later I found out that he works in Sofia and I accepted that I would not see him again ... One summer evening I was staying at home and it was very dumb .... and a boy joined me. Word for word, I learned that this boy was studying at my school. We exchanged Skypes, he sent me a picture ... When I saw the picture I remembered how I had told a friend of mine that this boy was very nice. It was cool to chat with him, but I was still in love with Mitko (the boy I told about above). Pepo and I chatted constantly and with everything he said I realized that he was the same as me .... He is 2 years older ... But for me he was a small and innocent boy ... We started talking in a teacher, he let me fly and ran .... and so without realizing after a teacher I hurried home and sat on the computer to write to him .... Believe me. ... from 14.00 to 3 in the morning we wrote to each other ... At one point I realized that I like this boy ... But somehow I didn't want to admit it..One night he asked me for the number ... I gave of course (I was just waiting for that) ... We agreed to go out in the evening. We met at the agreed place at the agreed time ... to this day I remember in the smallest detail our first meeting. We started going out all the time, he became more and more attached to me and that was obvious. .. And I .... hah I couldn't sleep without him wishing me sweet dreams ... And so ... 3 months passed ... and obviously the people around didn't like what was happening between us .. .They started telling him I was lying to him, that I share to whom I shouldn't ... and the worst thing was that he decided to trust people, not me ... The one who shares everything for 3 months and the one who shares everything with only one person for 3 months ... .I was very naughty .... I cried a lot when he told me that he didn't want to see me anymore ... I gave everything for this man ... and he trusted people. I decided that there was no point in dissuading him ... I respected his decision and did not look for him again. This quarrel between us was exactly the night before my birthday ... at 10 pm on Skype he told me that he did not want to see me .... and then he wrote me "chrd, I wish you a lot of happiness and love" .... Believe me ... it was very difficult for me, I was very attached to him ... And I cried a lot. The next day in the teacher everyone is happy that I have rd ... everyone hugs me, kisses .... I cry ... And everyone thought I was crying with joy .... And tonight he cheated on his boyfriend with me .... after 2 days he left her ... And my 17th row came .... I was with my boy again, with my true love and the greatest birthday present my day was him ... And you know ... The gift after my birthday .... I realized that he was dating another girl ... and not from him but from people .... I felt so killed..When I was told I laughed, then I thought .... For a few seconds the world turned upside down ... I turned black ... I turned pale ... I stopped talking ... And the reaction of the people around me was "Haa .. didn't you know " .... Just at that moment I wanted the earth to open up and sink ... to be out of this world ... I couldn't believe that for the third time he was fucking me for another ... I went home ( I don't know how I even got there) I went to bed, hugged the toy he gave me for rd-tp (huge rabbit) and I was jealous. My mother immediately understood what it was about and started accusing me that I was guilty because I forgave him after the first time ... And all this nonsense .... I felt even worse from the words ... And so I decided that I have to end ... to end my relationship with this boy who has been making fun of me for 2 years, who has been kicking me on the ground for 2 years ... I was his toy for 2 years ... He was walking with his ( which is familiar to me) and I decided that I will find a friend .... For the first time in 2 years I changed the man ... I went with the most famous boy in our city ... I was happy and proud ... All they clung to him and he was me ... Everyone rejoiced ... and most of all my Pepo. He could not swallow the fact that there was another person in his place ... I was happy ... I had forgotten the old love, but one day my friend told me that he was going to Plovdiv ... to work ... It was as if he poured boiling water over me .... After 2 weeks he left ... I cried a lot when I sent him away ... He left me here with my greatest fear ... namely with Pepo. And so .... people ... my friend left and I was left alone .... Everyone knew that I was going with him and at my slightest shoot he called me to make me ... He was constantly texting me and in the beginning when he left ... and I went to him ... And one night I went to a disco with friends ... Pepo was there too, but his was not there ... And he came to me to ask me why I pretended to be him. of important .... I was very angry that despite everything he still interferes in my life and I decided that I should light it in some things. We went out ... He hugged me ... And I only at the scent of perfume I shivered at him ... And from his hugs ... which are painfully familiar to me, my heart pounded .... this night for the first time I cried in front of him, The next night at the disco I saw Pepo with his girlfriend ... But instead of getting sick I decided to have fun..I took my phone and wrote to him: "Let's see each other tonight" and I stood and watched his reaction while reading sms- and she is next to him ... I was very cool ... He went outside and after a while I received a text message: "not today" .... I started laughing, it was clear to me that we would not see each other today, it was still with her ... And so last night my parents traveled to Sofia and I was home alone .... My Pepo came to us ... She slept at home ... And that was the best night of my life ..... I swear! I REALIZED THAT I LOVE THIS PERSON MORE THAN MYSELF .... WE HAVE BEEN GATHERING AND SEPARATING FOR 3 YEARS, 3 YEARS! I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM! HOW MUCH PAIN HE HAS CAUSED FOR ME, I LOVE HIM MORE THAN MY LIFE! LEAVE YOUR FRIEND AND WE ARE TOGETHER EVERY DAY ...
1 landryshamet answered
:)))) Darling, I cried while reading it :)) I don't know what to say, you were very patient and swallowed, but you still love. If he loves you as much as you love him, then I wish you all the happiness in the world :) Although I do not agree very much with the way he acts, but still you are the one who decides, and you have obviously decided, your heart has decided to love :) Good luck! Medical student