To Look At Others

The Story

People will go crazy, help me .. The story is this: I've been dealing with a boy for a long time, we were too young when we met .. We cheated on each other many times, most often he, mine was in vain. Recently we live together and every time we go out somewhere we fight because he looks at other girls .. When I say he looks, it's not just to look, but too special a look. Example: we are sitting somewhere with our acquaintances to drink coffee. There are boys without girlfriends at the table with us..there are also boys with girlfriends .. We all talk and everyone looks at their plate and raises their cup .. Only my friend is looking for eye contact with the waitress, they are looking at each other .. This super me I talked to him several times and he told me that maybe he is wrong because he often watches porn and has a problem, he is sorry and says that it will not happen again .. We go out for the second time .. He looks again, looking for eye contact .. I talk to him again and we get to a scandal .. He tells me you are very stupid .. When I look, am I with you, I am with you! What was the problem .. He was just watching, was he like that, should he look at boys, etc. I ask myself the question .. Well, am I too jealous .. I look at the other boys in our company, even those who are without girlfriends they don't do that .. They don't look down, they don't look with their eyes ..... I tell myself I won't talk about it anymore, I won't be annoyed, but no .. After a while the same story again ... We sit down somewhere, some girls dp us, he stared at one and does not stop looking at her .. I do not tell him that this is the problem, but I open old topics and look for reasons to quarrel, kills me to raise a scandal, I can not keep quiet .. And this happens often already .. Every day we started arguing over and over again. We don't even go out together anymore. He has no desire, neither I nor he .. We do not tolerate, but we do not part .. He constantly repeats how much he loves me, but this attraction does not bother him much, because if I'm not with him outside and it happens I'm sure that will start flirting with someone else without a problem ...

Last Updated
August 30, 2020
Author:
funtimebbw

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