To Follow My Dreams?

Hello! Lately I know exactly what I want and why I want it, but I don't know if there is a chance for it to happen ... Now I'm in seventh grade, I'm about to apply. Maybe from the age, or maybe it's management, but I don't get along with my family ... There are hints and hints a day that I have become unbearable, lazy ... similar. I also don't keep quiet or do it, but I quietly do something that disappoints my mother the most. So that's one of the reasons I want to study in another city. There is no school here with a specialty that I want to study. Namely in language (Spanish). I just feel that if I stay in this family for a while longer, I will totally freak out ... I want to go into this high school, learn Spanish, and when I'm done go as far as possible. I have friends I will feel sorry for, and of course my family, but I think it will be better. I want to go to Spain and spend the rest of my life there (work, if it's written friend, later family, etc.) Again and honestly in Bulgaria ... it must be a miracle to settle life, while in any other country in the EU (England, France, Italy) you have much greater opportunities ... I like Spain precisely because I am very "in love" with a more famous person, and the language ... As for "my love" I know - he will not wait for me, but ... who knows ... I have a classmate who has lived in Spain for a long time. He said that white and thin girls are very rare there and for that reason they are very popular (I am white, tall and quite thin) and nz ... Grades at school are great, without opening a textbook last year I finished with 5 and something, and now if I strain ... I'll secure a place in high school, which I wish. I'm sure that's what I want. My question is should I follow my dream or enter a simple high school (there is one in my city with a Spanish class) ... What do you think I forgot: our people said that I would be their pride if they accepted me in the Language School, although they say about Spain "this country ... a little backward, not very beautiful" and they said that the Spaniards are not very white (and I I like them with roses and blue eyes), but they will support me if I decide ...