Everyone encounters difficulties in life, but not everyone can cope with them !!! I lost a friend who was very dear to me 3 years ago (committed suicide). Since then, nothing is the same, I remember how I found him, what condition he was in, his funeral ... The interesting thing is that over time everything seems to fade, what I remember and will never forget is his face and the pain that was evident on him even dead. From that moment on, not a day goes by without feeling guilty that I didn't help him, that I left him when he needed me. A part of me died that day, as if some of them had torn off half my heart. I will bear this guilt to the end ... I hope that anywhere he will forgive me now ... Don't turn your back on friends in need, sometimes they can be anything ...
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Hello! Your story made me cry. Unlike everything else shared here, it's different, more than pain. I don't know if there is another more appropriate word to describe this human condition. I want to help you. Peace of mind is not easily achieved. But you should not live in guilt. Not all opportunities are sometimes open to us to do what is possible for someone. Forgive yourself! You can't live your whole life in guilt. Today is the so-called Great Asphyxiation. I'm not religious, but somehow I believe that our loved ones who are lost are out there and have forgiven us a long time ago. Light a candle and forgive yourself, forgive them too. No one is to blame, everyone is born alone, he grows spiritually, he goes his own way to meet certain people. He coexists with some, calls others friends or enemies. This is life and everyone carries their karma. You will also find something on the Internet that will calm you down, called the "Three Doors of Wisdom". Dare! You have to go on with your life.