Hello. After thousands of read topics, now it's my turn to write something. I'm going to drive essentially, I just want to share my story. I'm not looking for praise. I am not looking for sympathy or excuse. Just "make it easy for me." I have been in a relationship with a man for a year and a few months. I'll tell you about it - it all started as a joke, but it really continued. If I can define the feeling I feel in one word, it will be - calm. I feel at ease in my relationship. He is human, and a very good man. For some time now, however, it has been leaving me in the background more and more often. Surely some of you will say to yourself "yes ... yes ... the typical cliché -" He doesn't pay attention to me "," He doesn't understand me ", but NO He started not listening to me when I told him something that had In many cases, we don't even have anything to say. Our relationship has become a routine - a monotony, I have the feeling that he is just with me because he is used to it. As a person gets used to a comfortable pillow, his soft blanket, his favorite T-shirt. However, I think that a relationship between two young people should be different. He is 28, I am 27. For me, love is like magic, you don't see it, you just feel it. Not for him. I have made thousands of attempts, in every way to tell him, to explain to him, to show him that there must be diversity, desire, life! We must be in seventh heaven, we are young, uninvolved. There is no change. Here comes the moment, always comes the moment when chance, whether for good or for bad, meets you with someone. He met me too. I met him once. At first glance - the typical man I'm running away from, whom I don't need right in the middle of my "calm" relationship. But I met him a second time. Completely accidentally. Perhaps. We talked.
Casual conversation, general talk. Why, though, this conversation left me pensive. A few days later. I saw life in him, I saw passion, fire. A man full of life, with energy, strict, to himself and to others, but so invigorating. It so happened that I consciously allowed this man to become part of my daily life, even if it was purely virtual. After a while, however, the general talk grew into something more personal. Everyone has experienced that feeling - tickling, butterflies in the stomach, smiles while looking at the phone. The minute you stop and think before you write anything. Naturally, it came to the point that the meeting between the two of us was about to happen. And not an ordinary meeting. I wanted this man. I wanted it with every part of my body - physically and mentally, I needed him. Like a drug addict who was addicted to drugs he hadn't tried before. I wanted him in the full sense of the word. I took two steps forward toward him, then back. Several times. My morals and honor did not allow me to allow such a thing. But the truth is that everyone has vices, the truth is that we humans have weaknesses, and in most cases, unfortunately, they are harmful to us and others, but we are powerless. I know he will look for me. I know I will agree to see him. I know it is wrong, and only those who have not experienced it will not understand me. I was one of the women for whom the topic of infidelity is a taboo topic - a sin that cannot be forgiven, neither by the loved one, nor by yourself to forgive. But imagine. The monotonous gray everyday life, for months. Then someone comes, takes your hand and says, "Hey, come on,
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Why do you need to cheat? Just end your current relationship without a future and seek your luck with another. Don't get involved in complicated movies, just end it and open a new page.