This Man Confuses Me So Much.

We were together 8 years ago, I was only 15 and he was 25. We were almost together. Inseparable everywhere together. When one day I fell in love with him, I got scared and ran away without saying a word. A week later, I found out that he had a girlfriend while he was with me - his best friend told me. I thought then that I had made the right decision and left. I changed my number so he wouldn't call me. 3 months of tears and questions followed. One day a boy came and met me, we went out with him and suddenly we were together 4 years passed. He knew I didn't love him, that I loved the other to this day. But he lived with hope and one day he just told me I wanted you to be my wife. That day I turned around and told him it wouldn't happen - first, our people don't even want to see him, second, I don't think I'm the one, which will make him happy and he told me I want to stay at least friends. And so we became friends and we are good. I know his current girlfriend and we are close. So to return to history with my great love. He kept asking if I was already married or living with him. And he lived with a woman during that time. And one fine day I went to my village to see my friend who had returned from Italy.

We went for coffee in the center, and after a moment someone stroked my head, I knew it was just him caressing. I turned and didn't dare look him in the eye, only he wasn't alone with her. From that day on, he found my number and started calling me. We talked a lot about the past, but so far. I just think he wanted to make things clear. A year later, I met many new people from my village and started going there more and more often. One of his new acquaintances dropped out and told you if you weren't your ex-girlfriend ... and I said you could call me that and then he told me he didn't live with this one anymore. Internally, I was happy. The next day we go out in the morning to drink coffee and he meets me and a question: Can I sit with you? The answer was sit down and we started talking. Then he asked me: Will you take me to us? And I told him yes. We went in front of them I stopped the car, he did not get off. The next moment we had succumbed to passion. The next night the same thing happened and then we agreed that everything was just sex - so he asked. Yes, but when he saw me he came to hang out with me, he wanted to sit next to me, and when I was not in the village and he was there he made bystanders call me from his phone to make me go. He never called me to say come.

One day he saw my friend and sat down with her and said: I have no faith in your friend, how to be with her - I don't even know if she wants me. She just told him to talk to her, not to me. This Saturday we were gathered in them and he called me: Do you know what is the place that no man can reach - this is the heart of a woman. And I told him that it was not the case that I once gave my heart but fled in fear. And he told me you don't have a heart. I got nervous at his words and stuck - why not have a heart, because for years my heart is looking for only one, is that why? The answer was - You mean you love someone right? - And I - Yes! And he - Then why aren't you with him? I thought a little - I don't know if he wants me! Then an acquaintance of ours said enough with these topics. We were in them, then we went out to the center and he will take me again? . He turned to everyone and told them: Bye, we're leaving. He told me in the car that he wanted me, that he didn't know what I had done to him and how he wanted me again. He hugs me and kisses me and then says good night to me. My question is, in your opinion, does this person only have me for sex or is there something else. I think I'm afraid to show him my feelings, the question is how to show it to him from afar. I want him like before, only I don't know how to deal with him.

And obviously, the more I avoid him, the more he interrogates and makes people call me. I forgot to add he says he has a girlfriend and they live together, but he is always in the village and we have never seen her. This man confuses me so much! Thank you! My question is, in your opinion, does this person only have me for sex, or is there something else. I think I'm afraid to show him my feelings, the question is how to show it to him from afar. I want him like before, only I don't know how to deal with him. And obviously, the more I avoid him, the more he interrogates and makes people call me. I forgot to add he says he has a girlfriend and they live together, but he is always in the village and we have never seen her. This man confuses me so much! Thank you! My question is, in your opinion, does this person only have me for sex, or is there something else. I think I'm afraid to show him my feelings, the question is how to show it to him from afar. I want him like before, only I don't know how to deal with him.

And obviously, the more I avoid him, the more he interrogates and makes people call me. I forgot to add he says he has a girlfriend and they live together, but he is always in the village and we have never seen her. This man confuses me so much! Thank you! This man confuses me so much! Thank you! This man confuses me so much! Thank you!