This Love Has No End ...

   It's worth a try if you haven't forgotten it after so long. Even if you can't get it back, at least she deserves to know. Imagine that she thinks of you every day. Just tell her absolutely everything, great love is something very rare and valuable to let her go just like that. If you know what I would hear these words from the person I've been thinking about for years, even though I'm with someone else. Every day I hope he will call me and tell me all this, because our relationship was very strong and I never managed to experience this feeling again, so fight and do your best!

   This is true love, but the stubbornness of both of you is too great.

   One of the few stories on the site that has made me cry many times. I don't know if you believe in kindred spirits, but from what you write, you look like such. The soulmate comes for certain periods and leaves for certain periods of the other's life. Sometimes it can take years between meetings, but it feels like you've never been separated. Through each new meeting, you learn lessons from each other. And sooner or later comes the moment when you stay together forever. I know it sounds like phantasmagoria to most people, it sounded like that to me too, until I realized I had found my other half. And no, she's not my partner. And my closest friend. The soulmate can be the mother, the father, the boyfriend, a friend or even the neighbor. It so happened that you were also your partners. But that deep, inexplicable feeling of love and affection, obviously you have come to more and that is why the separation happened. Be brave, admit to her what you wrote to us .. If you have to go to them every day, send her letters / cards every day .. Do not be afraid to fight for what you have with each other, because the second such person in life you may not meet. She's your girl, man. Please don't give up on winning it again. Do not give up. And you have very great chances, if it is mutual :) I wish you success !! don't give up on winning it again. Do not give up. And you have very great chances, if it is mutual :) I wish you success !! don't give up on winning it again. Do not give up. And you have very great chances, if it is mutual :) I wish you success !!

   Thank you for posting my story. Thanks also to the commenters. To comment N 1 - I looked for her, I wrote it to her many times. I'm interested because he wrote - '' If you know what I would hear these words from the person I've been thinking about for years, even though I'm with someone else. "Well, I don't know if you're with someone right now, waiting for your man to look for you, but hypothetically, if he did, would you go back to him or would you just want to hear that he's still you?" loves real !?

   You are right that you will not find such love. You will not experience the same feelings. But think about why you broke up? When you get together for how long will it be? Will you split up again? I fell into such a dilemma. I didn't look at anyone else for almost three years. I hoped, I prayed, that the man would return. We took turns looking for someone. But we were not there. We felt, we were connected, but the frequencies seemed to diverge. On the contrary, nothing worked for us. Sometimes too much love obviously does not lead to a positive end. Lots of energy, lots of sparks and a big fire. And fires bring with them ashes, not something pleasant, beautiful and clean. I have a relationship now. Normal. typical connection. I'm in love ... but not like that. I would not encroach on another's life for the sake of my present. For the sake of love I would do anything, I am capable of everything and I want to do everything. But I wouldn't for him. Is not the same. But it's calm. Simple, casual days and nights. It took me a long time to go to another relationship, to give up love, to give my heart and soul. But I did it once. He invited me to a meeting with my current one and I just accepted and stopped thinking as much as I could feel and feel emotions. At some point I regained my sensitivity, but in moderation, because if I unfold it all - I just go back 1000 kilometers and go back to the former. Success! It will not be easy for you. I don't know if it's worth fighting. It depends. It wasn't worth it for me, we were too different. as far as I can feel and experience emotions. At some point I regained my sensitivity, but in moderation, because if I unfold it all - I just go back 1000 kilometers and go back to the former. Success! It will not be easy for you. I don't know if it's worth fighting. It depends. It wasn't worth it for me, we were too different. as far as I can feel and experience emotions. At some point I regained my sensitivity, but in moderation, because if I unfold it all - I just go back 1000 kilometers and go back to the former. Success! It will not be easy for you. I don't know if it's worth fighting. It depends. It wasn't worth it for me, we were too different.

   Number 5 love brings all the best, I'm not saying it's easy. True love endures with lives, even intensifies. I will not stop loving my girl or wife, I cannot stop and I do not want to, despite the real possibility that the circumstances are not favorable to be with her. Not because the present are insurmountable, but because my desires do not allow. Here is an impossible love that teaches me every day how to love. Love is not possession, it is not love. I hope she is happy, a girl with great spiritual potential and purity, I know the faults, I do not idealize her. What weighs on me is that it all ended that way, but I know it's a mistake to look for a connection and push something that isn't written. And this is easily visible. I give my example so that you can keep love if you see it, try to but if you fail not to draw conclusions about love that are negative. If it didn't work out, it's because of us, we have the opportunity to turn the good into the not-so-good through the mistakes made out of pride or stupidity.

   I am the author. I will fight for my girl, not because she has to, but because she deserves it. I have always loved her and she knows it. I hope that when her fear subsides, she will come to me. Where it belongs ...

   I am the author again and I am writing these words with great disappointment and pain in my soul. I no longer see the point, nor do I find the strength to fight for this love anymore. I have almost collapsed emotionally, spiritually and physically. My health is deteriorating and I feel that if I continue in this way, nothing good will await me. She continues her relationship with her new "lover", continuing to tell me that she loves me and he doesn't. It gives me hope, then it recedes, and I hope, I go back to our time, I start dreaming, and then when it recedes, I literally collapse. I get irritable, angry, I can't sleep all night. nights filled with grief, palpitations and nightmares. I've been looking for her everywhere, all the time, and it's been going on for a long, long time. I broke my heart not once, but many times, I don't have the strength to endure this anymore, I even thought about suicide, but I think this is already extremely insane and selfish, given the consequences it will bring for relatives and friends. She blocked me again from social networks, I wrote about 100 text messages, to which I did not receive a single answer, but I asked her not to give me any hope, because it kills me. Yesterday I was thinking, I was wondering if all this is true or if it just hurts me on purpose for some reasons I have no idea about. Didn't I just go crazy and put myself in the movie of great love, in which I may not have been present at all, and she never really kissed me and just played with me, but what kind of person should you be that you should do this, and what motives you should have. My logic can in no way explain feelings and perceptions, which I receive from my subconscious. I can't explain in any way how a person can share his life and bed with a person he doesn't love until his great love, longing to reunite with him and suffer daily for a long time. And if she has ever really suffered for me, even for a month or two, how can she not imagine what would happen to someone who has been suffering for more than a year and that his health and life are in great danger. Hardly anyone who truly loves would risk the life of his love, this logically seems absurd to me and I begin to think about a version in which I was absolutely blind and mad with love. A version in which I loved a nothing, a man and an image that never existed. who does not love until his great love, longing to reunite with him and suffer daily for a long time. And if she has ever really suffered for me, even for a month or two, how can she not imagine what would happen to someone who has been suffering for more than a year and that his health and life are in great danger. Hardly anyone who truly loves would risk the life of his love, this logically seems absurd to me and I begin to think about a version in which I was absolutely blind and mad with love. A version in which I loved a nothing, a man and an image that never existed. who does not love until his great love, longing to reunite with him and suffer daily for a long time. And if she has ever really suffered for me, even for a month or two, how can she not imagine what would happen to someone who has been suffering for more than a year and that his health and life are in great danger. Hardly anyone who truly loves would risk the life of his love, this logically seems absurd to me and I begin to think about a version in which I was absolutely blind and mad with love. A version in which I loved a nothing, a man and an image that never existed. who has been suffering for more than a year and that his health and life are in great danger. Hardly anyone who truly loves would risk the life of his love, this logically seems absurd to me and I begin to think about a version in which I was absolutely blind and mad with love. A version in which I loved a nothing, a man and an image that never existed. who has been suffering for more than a year and that his health and life are in great danger. Hardly anyone who truly loves would risk the life of his love, this logically seems absurd to me and I begin to think about a version in which I was absolutely blind and mad with love. A version in which I loved a nothing, a man and an image that never existed.

   She herself does not know who to choose, you give her something that the other does not give her and vice versa. The result is that they play. In that case, you have to decide for yourself if you want to be played more. I personally would not want to. Stop writing to her, block her too. It is not the only one in the world for you, there is no great and only love. You just sank deep and it will be long, but not impossible to lose weight :) Search the internet for oneitis, it will help you a lot! Good luck.

   Pure and simple - you have to block it completely and forever! Now go fuck with one, then it will be with another! I am sure that even if she leaves this one, she will not return to you, but will go to another, but this will not stop her from confusing your head how much she loved you.

   You make me sad, man ... I sympathize with your pain. And at the moment I am tormented that I am abandoned by a beautiful woman ... It hurts me, for you, for me, for the thousands of questions ... Why did it happen? Where did I go wrong? What happened? Sometimes there is no answer ... Sometimes we are alone with the bitter cup in hand. You know? Alone. We drink the bitterness and move on. Don't you dare reach out! You are not guilty of anything. You have no guilt! She betrayed you. No matter why, no matter with whom, no matter how ... She is not worthy of such love. I know how much it hurts, I know what it's like to sit at home and look at the ceiling like an idiot ... to wait for the phone to ring, to wait for a message ... Nothing. Nothing is happening. You ask yourself - does he love me? Do you think about me? Am I missing her too? Will he look for me? Are you sorry you left me? Is he expecting me to look for her? She asks me if I love her and torments me to see what I will do? .... Thousands of thoughts and thousands of questions ... Pain. A man, if he loves you, will look for you. But nowadays people are stiff, everyone is waiting for the other to do something, they are dying of stubbornness just not to say - Forgive me. I'm sorry. I was wrong. I love you. They prefer to bury everything, to cry, to be torn, but not to be sincere ... They think that being honest is a weakness, a humiliation ... They consider themselves out of love ... they don't believe in it. They think that it makes them mediocre, they want "freedom" ... imperfect relationships - opportunities to have another choice ... You are not to blame for anything. Your only guilt is that you loved with all your heart. Everyone talks about such love, but if they meet it they are shocked ... People don't know what they want. They lie, they like to lie to them. They seem to cry and resent hurting them, but they are not ready for something real. Look, I sympathize with you completely, I don't know you, I don't know you, but I know what you're feeling ... I know the agony that burns you. Do not listen to the fools who will smugly tell you that you are obsessed with your own projection on the object of your love ... These are fools who do not sympathize with you and try to make you a fool or a maniac or obsessed, crazy ... Do not let no one to make you doubt your values! Don't let anyone make you doubt your judgment! Don't let anyone make you doubt your own normalcy! Keep in mind that lunatics love this. It is their basic need, like breathing. You are a normal and perfect man! You are an honest person. You are a man of high spiritual standards. A person who knows what he is talking about and feels. You are a person ready to sacrifice and you never think of yourself first. You are one of the few remaining on this earth, because of which it still makes sense to spin. Do you understand how valuable you are? In fact, I would say priceless ... Don't let anyone or anything change you. Do not become cynical and vicious, do not take revenge on others for the pain you have been caused ... Never! You are right about everything. He who loves cannot err. Do you understand? Not possible. What happened to you is not because you made a mistake, but because you were right and ... honest. Don't change. If the world is crazy and crazy - fuck it. I wish you strength ... a lot of strength ... We have to move out, we have to. This world does not belong to fools. This world belongs to sincere people. You can see for yourself how difficult this is. Now is the time to prove that you have balls, to show what you are made of ... Now is the time. It's the exam now. The sad truth is, she didn't love you. She needed you, she needed to draw on your energy ... How will she get in touch with someone else? How will she allow someone else to touch her, to kiss her ... She didn't love you. She needed you to straighten her up, to restore her self-confidence ... When she got everything she needed ... she left. There is something very wrong and sadistic, to explain to you how she feels with someone ... Offensive and mean. What are you interested in this job? For what ... is he with him if she doesn't love him? What hurts you, how does she feel about him? !! What ... are you talking about at all? !! Look, forget that job, dude. You don't dare to leave the house, and she explains to you how she is? And what does he explain to him? Is she honest with her? What love what 5 levs? !! What is this for you? She squeezed you like a lemon - to the last drop. Basta. Exit the park. Take a walk. I know you can't. You sit at home alone like a laluger and you film like the world, but ... the good news is, your man doesn't deserve it. You know??? Get out. Alone. Walk 10-15 minutes, go to a mall, ride the escalators like a kid: D Enter the perfumery and spray yourself with the most expensive perfume. : D Buy a linen shirt: D Well ... let's have 5 ... I took that much in a few days: D. A little blue cheese, indecently expensive red wine: D Go home, watch a movie. He invited an old comrade-in-arms and treated him. I didn't try them, I wanted to be glad that a close friend enjoyed them: D But I wear my shirts with pleasure, it's summer. :) Don't think about anything. Fuck all kinds of social networks. Movies, juices, cafes ... cigarettes for example, if you smoke. Don't blow anyone's head for this story. They will look at you strangely and think of you as a ficus or a wild cockatoo ... And make a joke, they will be 100% right ... Right? : D No recipes dude ... But there are always hopes. You are stronger than you think. A person who loves is strong ... Unfortunately, he often does not know it ... He usually understands it from others and does not trust them, but ... it is touching that we do not trust each other. And sometimes you have to ... well, a little - for a king :) Let me be the one, if you'll allow me? You are a very strong man. All your strength comes from your sincerity and self-sacrifice. If you pass this with dignity, a reward awaits you. Believe me, there are no tears without a reward! (I'm talking about tears, not crocodile or hysterical liquids that are sold in the vanity shop) The tears of a sincere person sadden fate ... They oblige it. You know? You have had a painful operation. You are alone in the hospital room. Nobody comes to see you ... the pain is great, the painkillers don't work ... Insensitive doctors are watching you ... bored nurses are scolding you ... soulless nurses are biting you viciously, that you are crying out of pain ... How dare you shout? !! How can it hurt you? !! ... There is no sympathy. But you are strong. You will still understand how much ... You will even be amazed. An old friend will look for you ... I will listen to you without trembling with boredom or impatience ... Time. You need time. No prescription. I'm looking for her too. I have been reading and writing here for three weeks. I give advice, I sympathize ... I waste my time while "restarting". I'm trying to get to the breaking point to move out. To say as an absolute simpleton the words - "I fucked your mother! I am a man, I have dignity! If you don't appreciate me, fuck your mother! I'm done with you. Break your dumb head. I will not take them seriously, it will be an emotional outburst to have the strength to break the "ropes" that prevent me from returning to life ... To continue. That's right, my friend. Let the bad guys not think that since we are very kind and good we can't give them a "pussy fuck": D When you think about it ... I think it will be on time and in place. :) I sympathize with you very much. I would wholeheartedly like you to be strong. Believe me, you are not alone. Many sincere and good people fall into such cruel and ruthless lessons ... But do not disfigure yourself and do not change. He who has much and gives much will receive a hundredfold ... When? Aren't you curious? I am. I think I'll wait and wait. I will remain "dumb". I will not allow anyone to deny me to love, to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not betray us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! I think it will be on time and in place. :) I sympathize with you a lot. I would wholeheartedly like you to be strong. Believe me, you are not alone. Many sincere and good people fall into such cruel and ruthless lessons ... But do not disfigure yourself and do not change. He who has much and gives much will receive a hundredfold ... When? Aren't you curious? I am. I think I'll wait and wait. I will remain "dumb". I will not allow anyone to deny me to love, to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not betray us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! I think it will be on time and in place. :) I sympathize with you a lot. I would wholeheartedly like you to be strong. Believe me, you are not alone. Many sincere and good people fall into such cruel and ruthless lessons ... But do not disfigure yourself and do not change. He who has much and gives much will receive a hundredfold ... When? Aren't you curious? I am. I think I'll wait and wait. I will remain "dumb". I will not allow anyone to deny me to love, to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not cheat on us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! Many sincere and good people fall into such cruel and ruthless lessons ... But do not disfigure yourself and do not change. He who has much and gives much will receive a hundredfold ... When? Aren't you curious? I am. I think I'll wait and wait. I will remain "dumb". I will not allow anyone to deny me to love, to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not cheat on us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! Many sincere and good people fall into such cruel and ruthless lessons ... But do not disfigure yourself and do not change. He who has much and gives much will receive a hundredfold ... When? Aren't you curious? I am. I think I'll wait and wait. I will remain "dumb". I will not allow anyone to deny me to love, to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not betray us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not betray us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success! to be honest, good ... to give. Well, I can change a little bit and do it for the right person ... Who is the right person? There are things in this life that are truly ours. Pain and loneliness are truly ours. They do not betray us, they are faithful and if we love them ... sincerely - they will reward us. Courage! Success!

   See young man. Whatever the case, then at least you know you can love. You have no idea how many people it is impossible. And as the people said - where it flowed it will flow again .. Don't cut your hair, you will have other Dulcineas

   Let her go. Get her out of your life. And learn to love yourself, develop. Then your life will go on again.

   From the author. Thank you for everyone's comments. To comments N - 9 and 10 - I hurt her and I - forever. I am also of the opinion that even if she is not with that one, she will jump into someone else's bed, but she will not return to me, but will continue to explain to me how much she loved me and how I am her true love. Therefore, I was infinitely honest with her from the very beginning until today. I poured my soul out to her, something I had never done to such an extent with anyone else. Given this, I gained invaluable experience and it will happen again, only after a woman proves over the years that she loves me, respects and is true to me, gave birth to several children and does not lie to me, no secrets from me, no me spreads to third parties outside the relationship. To comment 11 - Thank you man, thank you! I cannot describe in words the gratitude I feel for you and the words you wrote to me. I mean, though, that I'm not a saint, I've done things in my life that I'm not proud of, but I've never lied on an emotional basis - never. The truth is that I left her, but I think that separation was caused. I also think that the new one met him even before we broke up, because he was a colleague of hers in the company where I hired her, and our separation was a month, a month or so after she told me unexpectedly. - I'm a gypsy. I did not leave her because of her ethnicity, although when I was a child I was systematically beaten, harassed and traumatized by gypsies. I was hurt a lot then because she didn't trust me, she wasn't real to me, she hid her ethnicity, and two or three months before that I forgave a chat in which she took me in front of her friend, said terrible things, how would she to dump me, but she still didn't want to, because it would ruin me, she mentioned to me about my relationship with ours, and more specifically about one in which I defended her in front of my sister and scolded my sister to protect her. On the occasion of this incident, she had said something like that we fought like "gypsies" and that she did not want to go to sea with me because she did not want to witness such scandals. I've been on a life schedule because I wanted to make it a good job, with people I know and know will more or less be safe. For reference - she wanted to start working in a neighborhood gaming hall as a croupier and give night shifts there - I was strongly against, knowing what kind of scum is going on in these places. I was also against traveling with shared travel groups, because I'm also aware of the dangers of a stranger driving you, so it's like hitchhiking. He repeatedly went to theirs in the countryside, without even telling me - Do you want to come with me. Ah, every time I hoped she would say it, I felt like an insignificant character in her life, even more so one time when we went to the airport to see her father, but she didn't take my hand, she ran with a sprint. to him, they saw each other, she came quickly, I took a few steps then, I felt terrible, like someone was shaking, I didn't know whether to continue to them or to go back to the 5 steps I had taken alone to them. I came back, and she apologized that he was in a hurry. Hell, in a second we could shake hands and get to know each other. For reference, the new lover takes him regularly to theirs, they are together on all holidays, she uploads photos with him from her hometown, they look at each other in love and she introduced him to absolutely all her relatives and friends. After our separation, she advised me that it took time, and that was the only reason she didn't introduce me to them. We were together for almost a year, and 99% of us lived together, she was with me almost every day, but she also kept a room for rent. For reference, she lived with the new one, and carried all her luggage in a very short time. Love is really blind - a fact. When we love madly we tend to believe in what we want to believe without relying on facts and reality, and she was that she did not introduce me to theirs, she was not true to me about her ethnicity, she spread our relationship is in front of third people - because she never loved me. I must have been her entertainment and nothing more. I didn't mind her being happy, but I did, that when I was emotionally far away from her, she brought me back with words she knew was my own weak spot because I wanted to have a hell of a baby, but I was afraid she didn't want me (for reference, at the beginning of our relationship, she had an abortion after she got pregnant by accident, since we hadn't planned it, but then I stood firmly behind her, and I gave her all the assurance that I would take care of them and never leave them.) He mentioned to me that she regretted the abortion, she had dreamed of having a boy, whom her father and I rejoice with tears in our eyes. Then she brought me back, she dreamed of me, I thought - Maybe she really loves me and wants something real between us. I accepted, it was an abortion, the chat and the fact that she was not real and open with me about her ethos was due to her lack of experience and the presence of fear. I totally poured out my whole soul to her then, I lost all the women in my life (four women wanted me for a serious relationship at the same time - and I apologized to them, telling them that I really love another) , I told her about all the fears in my soul, I sang absolutely everything. All this was in vain. She sent me "themed" songs, which are sung something like - "I love you, I go to bed with someone else, it's cold without you, etc.", as if someone is forcing her to sleep with someone she doesn't loves ... She recorded love verses on my speaker, and then uploaded a photo from her hometown, which is looked at in love with her boyfriend. I did come in more, I really believed that he loves me and will come back to me, but alas - no. She assured me that she felt me, that she was constantly looking for me in others, that there were always strange coincidences in her life, that she had not stopped loving me. Words - one, actions - another, it was before our separation, it was after it. I couldn't answer why he was doing it, but I don't intend to bother looking for answers anymore. Thanks again to all the commenters and I wish you to be very, very happy and live a real and happy life with valuable and real people around you. but I no longer intend to bother looking for answers. Thanks again to all the commenters and I wish you to be very, very happy and live a real and happy life with valuable and real people around you. but I no longer intend to bother looking for answers. Thanks again to all the commenters and I wish you to be very, very happy and live a real and happy life with valuable and real people around you.