Hello ... I don't know where to start. I'm a girl, 17. I've had problems with sweets for almost a year. I gained an awful lot of weight and I want to lose it, but I keep failing. I can say that I don't eat junk, I don't eat chips, fast food, etc. But it's 10 or so in the morning, and I've already eaten half a jar of liquid chocolate. I usually eat 3-4 chocolates a day, apart from that I sometimes reach for waffles, gingerbread, cupcakes. Basically anything that has sugar. I endure one day and the next I fail again. I am disgusted with myself, when I look in the mirror I see a pig. A month ago I wanted to lose 9 kg to get back to normal, not to be skinny, but just normal. Well, they're already 13. I don't stop gaining weight. I shared with my mother, she said it was nonsense to stop being so weak, but just give up the sweet and point. I am 1.66 tall and weigh almost 70 kg, and in April 2012 I was 45. I am sad when I look at myself, and when I am sad what I do - I eat jam. My grandmother took me to the doctor, they did tests on me, I have nothing ... at least not physically, but emotionally I can't look at chocolate. I used to take it from my brother's money box when I didn't have money to buy chocolate. I've talked about how I only feel with my boyfriend, but he doesn't want to help me by saying "Stop, you're fat", he just repeats that he will always love me, no matter how I look. We've been with him for an awful long time, you could say we've been boyfriends since we were little and we're still in love, we're inseparable, but I'm afraid I hate him. I'm trying to breathe on my own, I'm trying to hate it (chocolate), but each attempt ends as follows - me, at the box office of Billa, with 3 chocolates and 2 boxes of biscuits. My record is about 7 in one day. Chocolate is both my favorite thing in this world and the most hated. I hate him, I hate myself for what I'm doing ... and I just wanted to share somewhere in the hope that someone would open my eyes, show me what a pathetic creature I am, because I see him, but I can't take myself in hand and to stop. I want my old body, I want to like myself, not to look like a bison, but I don't know how to gather strength and not taste sugar again. :( to show me what a pitiful being I am, because I see him, but I can't take myself in hand and stop. I want my old body, I want to like myself, not to look like a bison, but I don't know how to gather strength and not taste sugar again. :( to show me what a pitiful being I am, because I see him, but I can't take myself in hand and stop. I want my old body, I want to like myself, not to look like a bison, but I don't know how to gather strength and not taste sugar again. :(
1 _likwidmagik_ answered
Author, you're addicted to sugar. It has been shown to act as a type of drug. You have only one chance to get rid of this addiction - giving up everything sweet RADICAL for 2 weeks. Even fruits are not allowed, as well as bread, potatoes - all with glucose. For the first 3 days you can even try radical starvation - only for teas to cleanse yourself of garbage. Buy a laxative from the pharmacy (English salt, say, Glauber's salt), the colon is very well cleared and you do not eat for three days. YOU DO NOT FEEL ANY HUNGER. Make sure he's on vacation, let's say. Then you radically do not eat sweets. If you get hungry - a boiled egg. No apples and bananas! ... It's not just about the weight. If you don't stop, you will end up with Type 2 Diabetes, which is even worse than 1 because you have no control over your insulin. Not to mention that your teeth will rot, your bones, your skin, your hair, and at 30 you will be a wreck. Seek a psychologist, it is very important - your problem is nervous. Good luck