Hello. My name is C and I am 15 years old. Materially and physically I am not deprived of anything, but inside I am like a void. I want to share so many things with someone who will understand, listen and advise me. I used to share it with my mother, but she died 3 years ago, and since then I pretend to be strong, brave and a big nerd, but in fact I often could barely hold back my tears. I know you're going to say I'm in that period, but I just don't feel that way. I have friends, but not ones to share how I feel. I'm not very close to my father, and I don't feel he will understand me. My brother is depressed and I don't want to bother him with my problems. To top it all off, I've been vomiting anything I've eaten for seven months. In the beginning it only happened 2-3 times when I strained, but it is no longer so. I read somewhere that it was some kind of stomach reaction, but I'm not sure. I have all the signs of Bulimia, but I don't want to go to the doctor, because my family will understand, and then I'll be very ashamed. Many times I tried to stop, but it didn't work. I started training in the gym but from there the effect was almost non-existent. I have read a lot, watched videos of Bulgarian and foreign vloggers, but no one gave me advice to help me. I am not writing this for help or advice, but to share with someone what is in my soul ...
1 everythinggoodcouple answered
Darling, calm down, everything will be fine. But I think you should see a doctor before it gets worse. You have nothing to be ashamed of, your family loves you and will understand you!