There Is No Learning This English!

The Story

For a long time I have been dreaming of living somewhere abroad, of meeting new people, a new worldview and a different culture. I find it so unique and interesting! But no matter how much I study, something is lame. I thought I wasn't that bad until I started working after school, which involves communicating with a lot of foreigners, and I realized that I actually knew 1% of what I needed to speak it fluently without thinking for 10 minutes. to structure my sentence, and it just comes by itself correctly. I study English at school and in courses, but very little, 2 hours at school and 1 hour per course. At the moment I am generally in the 1st lesson in the textbook for A2. I studied English before, but then I was young and I didn't study, respectively, and I didn't understand anything, so from the 9th grade onwards I started learning it again from the 0th grade, and until the 12th grade I want to speak it perfectly. I am now 10th. I plan to go to the courses in the summer as well. The more I dig, the more I become convinced that this language is vast and I will never know it as a native speaker and I get very dumb. Is it possible to know a language perfectly without being in an English-speaking environment? Even if it's not perfect, I just don't want to make any absurd mistakes, because my grammar is a bit lame, I mix up the times a lot and I don't like grammar in general, it confuses me a lot. Besides, if I work 5-6 days a week all summer, will I lag behind with my tongue? Because at this moment I try to learn words every day, when I am somewhere all day I look at at least 5 words, and when I am at home I study 20 all day, but I have set 5 words as a limit for the absolute minimum. With just 5 words a day, will I be able to learn something like humans at all? It's a shame for me in the 21st century not to know at least 1 western language, but I also study German and there the situation is tragic and it becomes super dumb to me ..: d

Last Updated
August 02, 2020
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