I'm 16 years old. There is a trait in my character that is good on the one hand - it shows that I am a real person, but on the other hand it hurts me a lot. I have a friend for 2 years, he is 3 years older, we get along great, I am grateful to him for everything. My family is not perfect. I live, my mother, my father and my brother. My brother is also 3 years older than me. In short, my parents, especially my mother, take care of him more, pamper him more ... maybe because she is her first child, I don't know ... I feel neglected and somehow "unwanted". They take care of me too, they don't show that they have more sympathy for one child than for the other, but still I am one of the children and I notice it. I've always paid attention to the little things that most people ignore, that's why I'm always hurt. The slightest quarrel with one of these people upsets me, makes me feel guilty, unwanted and always crying. I hate crying especially in front of these people, I've never wanted to be so sensitive, but I'm like that and I don't know exactly how to change it. I don't think I need to look at the small detailed so much, to be more indifferent to everything. I don't want to show these tears to anyone, but I don't know how ...
1 _kaleidafire answered
The feather passes through the poet's eye and hurts him and the people through the hands ... And they do not feel pain. People who know how to penetrate below the surface are sensitive. You understand the details which is a very good quality. You can't have everything and you pay with the pain ... It sucks but it's worth it, rejoice, because it will be very useful for you! You will get used to it and you will become stronger. :)