Hello! I am an 11th grade girl, I want to pour what has been weighing on me for a long time. Like every one of my peers, I look forward to my prom, and there is not much left ... I have no one to share my feelings with, I am an unhappy girl who puts a mask in front of everyone else and plays the role of a beautiful a rich woman who is not deprived of attention by the boys. My parents don't know what to call them ... maybe, nasty. Almost everyone in my class takes driving lessons, has cars or will buy. I want to too, I've talked to my father, but his talk is to start work on my own to pay for them and buy a car? How to tell me? How will a 17-year-old girl work and study at the same time? Where will they hire me at all? We also talked about the ball. I want everything to be perfect, not to miss anything at all, the dress, the restaurant, the car with which I will be up to standard and everything will be spectacular. I don't want you to judge me for wanting it. We are financially good. I have a very good success and although I make them sad many times, I think that at least because of the success I deserve at least that. I wonder where to start working to make at least some money to achieve my goal ... My thoughts are too messy to continue there are many more feelings and situations that I want to tell but I do not find the strength ... Sometimes I feel like I'm a psychologist, I don't know, I'm just crying, I can't organize my thoughts and I'm emotionally unstable .... I think at least because of the success I deserve at least that. I wonder where to start working to make at least some money to achieve my goal ... My thoughts are too messy to continue there are many more feelings and situations that I want to tell but I do not find the strength ... Sometimes I feel like I'm a psychologist, I don't know, I'm just crying, I can't organize my thoughts and I'm emotionally unstable .... I think at least because of the success I deserve at least that. I wonder where to start working to make at least some money to achieve my goal ... My thoughts are too messy to continue there are many more feelings and situations that I want to tell but I do not find the strength ... Sometimes I feel like I'm a psychologist, I don't know, I'm just crying, I can't organize my thoughts and I'm emotionally unstable ....
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You don't write where you are from, but come to work at sea in the summer with a completed declaration that your parents allow you a waitress in a disco bar or flyers to hand out or a saleswoman and you will probably save some money if you spend a lot but you will hardly buy a car.