The Same Question Has Been Running Through My Head Ever Since

   Yes, we are busy with our existence, but in addition to our stomachs, we must fill our children, and if they have your inclinations, we must provide the money for that. Do you think that your life is meaningful? Although we think about the living and we have our interests, hobbies and activities! And what do you care about? Answer the questions yourself, but if you have 2-3 children you will not ask them!

   God, there is no such thing, you have wished your luck nothing more. Your question should have been "why did I decide to aim, why did I choose this path" ?! just to know how few of us are out of the hole, I'm currently being treated .. I'm not taking hertz, I won't even mention what I'm using because I'm ashamed, but you should be proud that you've thought about it what are you doing to yourself and how do your loved ones feel, if it weren't for my friend, I would be stuck in pines by the neck now, and the absta would probably be bigger. Evalarka!

   I think you're a weak character and a coward when you reach for drugs again. That's all I want to tell you. You're a fur coat and a rag. And why did he do it? From the scumbag. Hahahahahahahahaha. Drummer.

   The answer is in the question, namely "God save me", that is! This is a great chance don't miss it! Read "My afterlife adventures" by Julia Voznesetskaya or "Father Arseny" there is something written about you :)

   Great ... advise him to go from one extreme to another. Everyone is looking for salvation, some in drugs, others in religion, others in food, indiscriminate sex ... "salvation lurks everywhere" - I don't think so! In this wonderful life, only the most horrible things have happened to me, and I don't think I've only reached the hertz, but there is time for everything. You know that you will continue ... what are you looking for here? Calming the spirit? Courage? what more terrible thing can you do to your relatives - believe me NOTHING! I know it's easier to be at the bottom and no one expects anything from you. No expectations - no disappointments .. Try it anyway ..

   :)))) I want to thank everyone for the comments, I'm really curious about your answer, and I saved the details because I think they really don't matter, I just want to add that at 32 there are few things that can really to shock me, and this is a shock and what a !!!! And what I'm really looking for is an answer, I know, it's different for everyone, but I also know how sometimes things can be seen more clearly from the side. # 5 I really like your way of thinking, I will be interested to talk to you if you want, write [email protected]

   In my opinion, it doesn't matter how old you are, the fact that God saved you in some way just wanted to tell you that there is hope for you that you have to give up drugs, to think about why God he kept you and what do you want from life and how to achieve it without drugs ... It's all sad ... But It's not too late to start your life over, to start a family and do everything that you haven't been able to do so far and You can be very useful to the people who have searched for this path and you, having already experienced this, explain to them that it is not right and that there are other ways to escape from your problems without ruining your life and that of your loved ones ...

   To number 3, who are you to determine what people are without knowing them, the goal of the people here is to help as much as they can, not to criticize and kill like you !!! The fact that sometimes a person makes a mistake does not mean that he is a 'drummer' .... life is like that, a person faces many things, and when he is given a second chance, he appreciates it much more :) :): ) and he is a good man, believe me, he deserved this 2nd chance :)

   You are alive because you have to achieve something more than your life .. obviously you are not meant to waste it with heroin .. you have to take the chance given to you and with each passing day to try to deserve your second chance. Unfortunately, I was also very close to death (not from the needle, but still ..) and I thought about your question .. I also wasted my life, and really did not deserve to live it, but then what happened I realized that we must love life as it is..because it is very easy to lose it and the only reason we are alive is to try to achieve something more and be more ... I wish you success and hope you find your way away from these things :))

   I really hate some kids who think that drug addicts are shaking with guzariya and that addicts are weak people.

   I want to ask you, as I wrote it, if she was serious, she answered me seriously

   And do you know why you do it? Why did you start? I am very angry at such people who create problems for themselves! Give up, find the will, because you can't go on like this. This can turn your whole life upside down! And shaking is a major self-delusion. You may have had problems, and if so, you have wasted your time deluding yourself instead of trying to solve a problem. Will you rely on God to save you ALL YOUR LIFE?